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I woke up to a happy dream for once. I used to work at McDonald and saw old managers. It was weird because I haven’t seen them forever or talk to them. Strange dream. Drive through they give me a cake and celebrate my birthday. 🎂 it was a stitch design on. It was weird and they put random Asian guy worker his name that I never knew in real life. To say it from it. They put my real adoptive name. Crystal V. Instead of my real birth last name with the c. I wasn’t crazy for stitch because I think he look like a weird blue alien. I like that quote Lilo: "'Ohana" means "family." "Family" means "no one gets left behind." But if you want to leave, you can. I'll remember you though. I guess I been under appreciated lately and sense of happiness when I woke up sigh. Then I remember Abby & Alison of how their mom enable her son abuse just like my mother and brother. I have to save them because Abby love Leo and stitch and I thrift shop for stitch for her. She has mini collection of it. Repeat trauma and learn lessson to make it different. They say the same thing when I leave forever they miss me. Sigh 😔 I guess because I been so depressed and used up. That simple birthday cake made me happy I guess because my managers always appreciate me. Sadly the ones who cause my injuries never did. 🥺🥺 Out of the whole workplace that supervise and human resource Aunt love to protect lazy unethical white/asian people.
Yes stitch has no family but Leo adopted him as family. Remind me of my friends they created hello kitty birthday cake for me and hello kitty stuff for my birthday. 🎂 Even if we drift away from toxicness of their personality. I understand that they were depresss and need to grow. Life is difficult. They did help me but they need mental help and support. It hard to live a life with lot of struggle and stress.
Sorry been stress out 🥺🥺🥺 honestly don’t care for people. Karma did the bidding. Tolerate so much bs, this person was disgusted n let his bro abuse me n beg for me to stay inside. Notice red flags. He let him do whatever. Harm me and the cats. Sigh 😔 audacity to try to stay inside my place of peace and quiet. He was very hostile toward me when I visit kitty and pressure sexxx upon me when I beg no. Kitty kitty love me all 5 of them. They were my therapy. I notice the most was that they both cuddle each other as twin. It was creepy because I never seen that. When I’m cold 🥶 he act vile against me. I notice the difference when I broke my leg how evil & toxic he was. I was there for kitties because they make me happy especially tiger kitty love to sleep right next to me n step on me while I’m sleeping. Ralp the fat cat get jealous and attack them if the kitty come to me smh 🤦♀️. The only thing they keep me stress free is the kitty. He lie, cheat & steal. Refuse to go back because he don’t want to pay bills. 💵 I just miss the tiger kitty and the bigger one. Ralph I love to mess with him. He was sad that I couldn’t walk and notice I was in pain lol 😂 he used me for food then get grouchy n scratch me . That when he actually fight back only toward the cat who scratch me but when it come to his brother trying to raaape me or harm me with his dog he don’t do shhhittt! I don’t believe in a damn prince more like thirsty lying mofo. They all endured bs!
2025-05-14 01:48:28 +0000 UTC View PostStep out of the moment
That's been trappin' you in all this negativity of hatred and insanity
Don't dwell on the past, it's time to make a change- Suga
They say I have chicken legs 🦵 lol 😂
2025-05-08 19:33:45 +0000 UTC View PostI feel really sad why men defend about toxic ex’s honestly if they did care for you they want the best for you. I believe relationships should just be 2 in 2. Constantly Hear how one does nothing and do whatever they want for their crazy need and complain 24/7x. The other be used up. Vice Versa. If they really cherish you they would just respect you as a whole person and work on themselves to be a better person and fix their mental health. I learn the hard way. It’s too late to live forever. Drain by toxic people to the point it destroy me physically and mentally. I give all my time on a person who ignore me and miscommunicate me and believe on his other friends. He wasn’t the greatest person to be with because he was mean about people and laugh at bad fortune even is his crush Prayyy rappee on me it wasn’t fun. Even when his own best friend harass and be mean to me he doesn’t do nothing and let him be very mean to me. He didn’t care how mean my motherrr was toward me. I think that why my parents like him because he wasn’t going take me away he was useless. Spending my whole midddlee-college on someone who act like he going care and be there. Many people say move on. When u watch people toxic relationship through movie then you realize how manipulative people can be and pretend to be good people. That why I took a long break from boyfriend it was time to heal. Now it affected me for live to be in pain until I diee. I think I did want mini babies but things happen. I know my purpose is to help many people. Living a difficult environment full of hate and jealous wasn’t fun. I have to go heal in a place that wasn’t in nc but out of nc. I open my eyes and saw many people want me to live
2025-05-08 18:53:21 +0000 UTC View PostSave the kitties and order pcm cry 😭
2025-05-08 11:20:37 +0000 UTC View PostI don’t want to waste anyone time because I don’t know if I make it, they told me if I do make it. It be most painfully recovery process. Meaning it might take years in a facility. I don’t want to wasted someone money and time.
2025-05-05 22:21:03 +0000 UTC View PostWhen someone cause more stress and not put your medical needs. Sigh 😔 very immature and vile. Cause more injuries. Very sad. Disrespect me so much. Sorry 😢 it dog injuries bite! Cry 😭
2025-05-05 14:29:40 +0000 UTC View PostSigh I never understood about lazy witches who make men/ people pay for everything especially used pity card about being single mother and so forth. Tf smh 🤦♀️. Not a fan of them because the one I meet and grew up knew how toxic their relationship is and such. They play victim into having kids and whine about it 24/7. Then let their kids be abusive or grew mess up. Not all but most of them I seen. They have constantly sexual things with many guys and pretend they’re a good mother when they’re not. Cheating and dating isn’t good mom. Especially be like I’m a single mother with 3 kids and no one want to help me. I’m like tf so many people help you. You need to help yourself and they need to help themselves always make me wake up every morning and noon just so they could walk 4 minutes up a hill. Think they’re the most disrespectful ones too from bad people. Sigh 😮💨. People like them don’t deserve kids. Honestly people who can’t have kids would love and afford their kids and not have a crazy mess up version of themselves. I’m grateful I got to see many karmatic event against those whiney, self centered women who play victim into being who they’re. Realize many people bad mouth about them 24/7 so they cry and get upset about it. Thanks for bad mouthing me when you got cancer! You still poor and Cryingg for being poor. Even the girls call you Miss piggy! I do seen some single mom who do better and don’t rely on anyone or work together! Remarried due to hardship. Remember this Hmong realtor she was kind to me about this notary and was curious about why I come to do it by myself. I saw how fancy her house, car and how supportive her family is with each other. She didn’t want to take money from me cause she knew I was suffering. I saw her beautiful tattoo about her ex husband who passed away in a car accident on her arm. It show her husband went to kingdom of heaven. I thought that was tragic because her baby was less than 2 years old and she was with her new husband when he was divorce too. I think women like her who was single mom who went for single dad is good and not sleep around and play around with men. Many I seen who just party like no tommorrow and drink and smoke 💨. Just randomly hook up: Most of them make me babysit there kids a lot when I’m like 🙄 they’re so damn disrespectful towards me! Cry about being poor or doing bad things! Smh 🤦♀️
2025-05-05 01:52:52 +0000 UTC View PostIt been too long sorry! Newbies
Sorry booooos it stressful 😥 car issues that almost freaking done ugh 😣 change the spark plug, throttle body sensor, camshaft, oil pump, fuel injector and painfully last for now is catalytic converter with 02 sensors. Ugh The stressors! Lmfao been stranded there since January cry now it almost May OMFG. Good part is if I was stuck somewhere else I be suffering alone without no help. The city city where there trains, bus, subways, uber/lyft, minority, close stores all together. Free parking 🅿️ 24/7 . Ability to have help fix my car back n forth to do those things. If my car was dead in country side. I would have lose a lot of money. 😭😭😭😭 Strugggle alone getting it fix. Sigh 😮💨 The good thing about that city every car auto part store is close and laundromat, dollar store too. If I was stuck anywhere else I be suffering 😭. It slowly getting fix. Yay! Ugh the struggle is real. Worry about tie rod n other stuff later. Ugh 😑 I get $$$ to have ppl do it faster n easier. Stressor of having a high mileage car. The defendant made me suffer cry. If only warranty came to cover it soon. The struggle is real plus dealership can be scammy as well too. Smh 🤦♀️
2025-04-17 04:18:13 +0000 UTC View PostMy body was always like this 🥲🥲🥲 until my injuries 2020
2025-04-16 06:43:57 +0000 UTC View PostSigh 😔 things that broke my 💔
Not able to have mini babies.
Pain for life until I di33
Take medication for Life
Not Seeing my baby cousin grow up
Family & friends can break your heart too.
Having my personal items be taken away constantly.
Losing friends online
Not standing up for myself sooner.
Being alone
Being stalk 24/7
Invade if privacy
Having many bullies get away with it & pretend to be good ppl
Sigh 😔 I remember how I wanted to erase the past and report people sigh 😔 they all act like my mother a vile self center unhappy witch. It was funny how they force me to transfer school to preppy school with Asian ppl who didn’t like me as much or take me home. They were mean and judgmental except some. Freshman year at freedom I met kind Asians who care for me even until the day. They even took me home and celebrate my birthday. They’re so kind! I still visit them. Sigh 😔 wish I didn’t transfer at all. Saddest part was me and Wendell couldn’t make it to each other graduation. 3 year difference. 🙃 realize that family was crap. They finally got rid of my mental insane brother that year too. He didn’t have friends and cover his face with his hair. Give me difficult time just cause I want friends. They were mad and judgmental against them. But only one was blah. 😒 she was the drama queen 👸🏻 and reason why everyone dislike her 24/7. She the reason why I became emo 🖤 and bulmic. She n my mother had the same birthday too. Scary o she bully me for my weight. I realize how unhealthy it was and cut her off. Less drama. 🥰🥰🥰 if she cherish peoople she wouldn’t be cruel to them. Honestly. Value them because they draw me and cherish me as human beings. I know they’re sad I’m suffering sigh 😔 if I go back to the past I would just report everyone who made life hard. 🙃 I wish I was fully adoptive but not with the last name v@ng. Different one smh 🤦♀️ wasn’t fan of my mother very vile and mean. I don’t know 🤷♀️ she bully everyone in the whole family cause she the oldest. Smh 🤦♀️ I miss my baby cousins they grow tall than me 🥹🥹🥹. We grew apart 🥲 senior year was hardest because they didn’t want me to graduate early and with easy teacher. It was h3ll. Relive those moment with my injuries now. 🥲 In my nightmares. Traumatize where you’re in so much pain. Worse is a evil dog bite you because you tired of the evil owner torment you and the kitties.
2025-03-24 11:13:38 +0000 UTC View PostBe careful with who you mess with because she ain’t going tolerated anyone bs. Thinking it okay to be lying manipulative everyone get tired of ppl bs & lies. Thank God their evidences.
2025-03-20 10:59:31 +0000 UTC View PostStress out dog bite me so hard seen kitty trap n they meow at me cry 😭 the $5 post
2025-03-16 06:41:28 +0000 UTC View Post