One tree hill
Lindsey: The boy saw the comet and he felt as though his life had meaning. And when it went away, he waited his
entire life for it to come back to him.
2025-03-15 03:13:24 +0000 UTC View Post
Back when I was skinny and pale asf! 😢
2025-03-13 05:08:51 +0000 UTC View PostWhy can’t I give up and die—-because you have documentation, evidence, recording and power to make a difference. Many people need a law to keep them alive through hardships. People in poverty need you. 🥺🥺🥺 seen many people who don’t do crap but killl the poor every day. Kindness can save someone life. The people n f up greedy self center family are people who don’t care about anyone but themselves. You seen how upset your baby cousin seen you suffered, you how much nuisance and hatred they cause you. Be better and save people. People helped you even if others threatened their career and well being. It’s been hard but I think I ready to finally do it. No more mercy everyone deserves to face consequences for their actions. Intentions harm and neglect. No matter how mean and gossip everyone was. The fact is Nc was never a home. I was born in Cali and was amazed how pretty the beach and San Francisco was but hate the summer heat. I know I won’t live much longer due to multiple illness but I hope to make a change. 🥲. It wasn’t about money 💴 it was justice. It was never okay to be bother and attack by many people. Home, school, church life wasn’t that great growing up. The Hmong community wasn’t kind to me as well. They mostly value bad things and bad people who party and do useless things to each other over girls or money. They label me as an emo girl 👧 but honestly they didn’t care about the suffered just looks. I never slept around with more than 3 people in my whole life or even have sex.. in high school or life in general that much, I just had big fat boobs smh 🤦♀️ people make a big deal about it. Yes they grew in 6th ugh 😩
2025-03-10 07:06:14 +0000 UTC View Post
Sorry my health been bad and I think I have bad fuel pump. Cry 😭 change battery, spark plug, fuel injector. Stressor of having a car that over 170,000 miles. She save my life and we through hardships. Bought her in 2020 with 47000 mileages. 2025 we going brokering strong together 😭😭😭. Going to many doctors in many states. Took me around the east coast trying to fix her when she was broke. 😭😭 very strong van. Having 24/7 charger saving my life with my phone and printing papers and laptop. Going to beaches, parks, zoo and seeing the whole east coast. Crying a lot in there and not knowing if life is worth living. Times where I never had a home. My car was my home, my freedom, my struggle and I didn’t want to stay there for over 2 years but I did painfully without much money without much food. My health slowly falling. Constant unnecessary stress from other people and their mental craziness. Protect me from people. People who attack me and cause stress. People who bother me because they have nothing better to do. You know how to damage a nerve damage girl who lost everything. This time there no damage mercy for all of you. Bad mouth me and causing unnecessary stress and pain. I visit a stranger just because my destination was on the way, my car have starter issues. Ignore it like a dummy. Ugh 😣 November I couldn’t talk or swallow as well because of strep throat and inflammation. Visit him because 5 cats 🐈 love cats and miss snowy. Went to shower but then I left stuff by accident that his brother notice. I be there around 11pm to shower and leave at 2 to sleep in my van. Amaze with city life and the crowded roads and places near each other. I saw the chubby grey cat he like me at first. The other 2 was shy and caution. I was happy. I heard a dog bark but he tell him to shut up every night so he can sleep. Didn’t know why the dog was trap upstairs. Why his bro was noisy. I planned to leave nov 7 to my destination for medical help. Then my car didn’t start after getting ice cream. I cry alot and triple aaa lied to me and lead me stranded because that evil bush n her kids lied about triple aaa policy. I wrote about her in my pain journal. Recorded incident and confrontation about her and her abusive son. Call him to help me. Before then his bro was angry n like who thus girl blah blah. Smh 🤦♀️ make a big deal. Complain about him to meet him there. Smh. 🤦♀️ it was weird they thought I was pretty and Vietnamese. Philadelphia. I ran back to the place I ran away to. Magically met people in 4 years to help me with my situation. It weird how I cry and ran away to see china town and have to come back there along the way. It was beautiful sky in November. Spend 2 weeks trapped with car not starting. Scared if I passed away. Be friend with his bro. Feel odd feeling about him. Then he process to help me and hold some issues with his brother about things. My car started again begin to write essays and stuff and spend time to find specialist to diagnose my nerve pain for legal issues. Bought air fryer, rice cooker and food to help them out. Bought the cats toys and foods. I love the kitties. Then seen the cats be trapped in basement. Was angry. 😠 then seen his mean side. Too when rejection hit him. It was scary, how ppl complain about his pitbull he lock the kitty up. I couldn’t play with the cat complain a lot about it. Dog bark 24/7 b cry a lot. Learn dog kill 2 cats. Was sad. Seen n heard dog bite bambam. She scream and hiss in pain like how snowy was bite in the leg by wild dogs. My friend process to discipline the big pitbull. Then look for her, she was in basement hiding. He pick her up. And give it to me I try to give her the heated blanket and check her for bites. I notice same thing with her and with snowy I can’t see their bite after they got bite. She was scared but went to kitchen and slept alone. I was worried . Feel like the dog would bite me too. Feeling. The next day she came to meow at me. I rub her neck and feel pain. Her tendon stuck out like white string. Was angry 😡. I wash her wounds with soap and water so it won’t get affected for 3 days. It got better. It happen in December. December 23 went to appointment. Suffocated my bad left arm. I couldn’t breathe slipped disc so bad to my nerve. Went back there to cry 😭 shouldn’t because they stresss me out too. Their personal life blah. The kitty make me happy. I sleep in basement with kitties and hated how his bro trap kitties in the cold and lead his dog downstairs on purpose. Sigh 😔 8 hours no food or water 💧 or more. I ran upstairs and shower. 🧼 and went down stairs. I feel down stair in angry because of my pms. Then I fell down not feeling my body it was odd due to my nerve pain too. Try to walk down but I landed on top my right leg hard thumps. It was weird. I limp out and cry. Emotional about everything. The next day I couldn’t walk. Both of legs was aching. January I went to er they didn’t give me a wheel chair I cry alot in pain. They make a boot then heavy and did illegal stuff against me. I cry a lot because I didn’t have a wheelchair and can’t walk. It was discrimination sigh 😔. Wait one month to heal. February I think it got worse. Catfight a lot over stupid crap. Gamble their $$ like crazy. Tf. I heal slowly I still in pain asf! Cry 😭. Write complaint and essay. Kick out during dead car and snow due to their $$$ issues. Was upset asf.. march which is now. His bro got mad at him, then yell at me to get out. I froze and was scared. Felt the abuse. Little by little. He brought his pitbull over near me. His pitbull sniff me and lick my whole mouth and I was disgusted. He say the same thing that abusive witch who trapped me 10 month about her f up son. Oh my pitbull want to show her love. Love meaning harassing and bother me when I keep my space n ill. Fixing my car little by little again. Replace part one by one sigh 😔 this week got tired of cat being trap on purpose and his pitbull trying to attack cats like he big and a bully. I was sad 😔 he was angry that I play with kitty. Kitty all love me even Ralph get jealous. Ralph the chubby cat will hiss at every cat who come to me he so jelly but he bipolar and scratch me when I pet him. Smh 🤦♀️ he go back n forth like every Human I meet. Sad 😢 I left my stuff near a friend house in nc n it all gone I was going get it back. Sigh 😔 I feel like they threw it away. I cry alot. 🥺 when the witch trapped me n I was free. Even though my car has issues. Anyways his bro used his pitbull as some type of abusive power. It been terrible remind me of that fat witch and her f up Son. Every trauma equal to call 911 and crying. His bro lock us out due to they’re stupid $$ sharing account issues bs. They won’t grow up and save money to live a better life. Tf. Cry 😭 car issues could beeen warranty free but damn evil companies n family in nc Ruin my whole life . I could never have a baby or a family 😔. Killll me alot. What the point of having friends if they drain me and delay my medical journey. They do help some but it cause unnecessary trauma and hatred. Wish it turn out different. I wish I could of have power to be born in different place like cat heaven. Being alive was hell. Yeah venting keeping documentations.
2025-03-09 07:54:28 +0000 UTC View PostI love kitty sigh 😔 I hate staying with ppl cause car dead cry 😭
2025-03-06 11:27:37 +0000 UTC View Post
I have dye my hair constantly since middlee school and my hair has never fall easily out, usually I just brush it out the tangle and knot. It started by staying with toxic with n her kids. I feel inflammation and realize how easily my hair was dry and break off. Sigh I have car issues and court issues about my illness. No my hair was naturally thick and healthy and never fell out only one time when I bleach my hair 3x. lol 😂 due to my injuries and stressor of car broke sigh 😔
2025-03-05 06:23:22 +0000 UTC View Post
Cry 😭 I haven’t dye my hair in months it happen because everyone stress me out. I have fibromyalgia and disease that cause my hair to be brittle and dry, whenever I’m not that stress out my hair isn’t like this. It cause by these mean person over everything smh 🤦♀️ my hair get so dry that even conditioner can’t save it cry! I haven’t bleach my hair in forever plus my natural thick hair resist to bleach.
2025-03-03 19:17:16 +0000 UTC View PostI’m sorry make random old bundles
2025-02-23 09:47:24 +0000 UTC View PostMeaning writing essay, car issues and so forth . Sorry I been having night terrors dealing with big meanie head too smh 🤦♀️
2025-02-18 04:12:19 +0000 UTC View PostSigh 😔 focus on me and what I need to do I’m sad I broke my ankle due to some terrible neurologist
2025-01-21 23:45:47 +0000 UTC View PostCry 😭 when people steal your mail constantly I’m annoyed
2025-01-17 07:31:57 +0000 UTC View Post
I learn that place was never a home.
2025-01-09 12:56:20 +0000 UTC View Post
My therapist from 2019. She was the first to told me she went to Thailand or Laos 20 years ago to teach Hmong women about saying no to white men. She told them to say no to them because they make promises to help them go to America for free education, job and wealth. In reality it was human trafficking. Taking advantage of poor women in poverty. I realized how privileged I was meaning that I do have some sort of freedom and rights to live in America. My Hmong kinds are struggling so badly in a place that treat them bad. I thought about how beautiful the jewelry and clothes they make. How handmade with their handwork. Maybe one day they can sell it online to many people all over the world as an income. I thought when I was little how beautiful Hmong clothes were and how cool the jewelry is. I thought how fancy my uncles wore the vest and pants. The women shouldn’t relay on no man or arrange marriage and be able to be independent. The Hmong clothes my grandma had me wear was pretty even my classmate was amaze how my outfit was when I show them in 7th grade. I’m was like hmm 🤨 really they think it pretty. lol 😆. Now my friend was like my Hmong cultures the only Asian who does fancy hat, jewelry and belt. It all means freedom from communism I didn’t know what it meant until someone point it out.
She proceeded to tell me that my story is a cycle of abuse, from school, home and work. I realize to break that cycle is to stand up and fight for myself. To make a change to make someone care about my story. To share evidence of medical gaslighting and abuse gaslighting. To painfully make a law to not let the working class people die to the rich. I hate this system so much. Many people work hard to provide and to survival. To used them up until they reach their physical limit is awful.
Being disable is awful. Not helping them
And let them suffered in vain. What type of capitalism is that. Violation of their constitutional right. I been fighting for my life. To graduate high school earlier, to get a job, to drive, to get a car, to get a career that was very crappy, “healthcare”, to get a house “780” credit score that die in vain. To get justice meaning to never let anyone get away from harming and bullying. It funny how when someone harm me and made me quit at that company. The supervisor believe he was this amazing guy when many people didn’t like him for being rude, grumpy and disrespectful. He have the audacity to get a gun to end it. You can choose to do better despite having a bad childhood or adulthood. He got his finger cut off. Hmm 🤔 it funny how she let people get away with things constantly who sleep around or ruin a marriage of 25 years. People like Chia who stabbed me in the back where I have this stabbing pain. They both cause this unnecessary stress from favoritism and doing illegal things. Very funny how I was in critical pain chia proceeded to say don’t sue the company or steal from them disability. She let a homewrecker who got Pregnant to 60 years old get disability, or multiple people like a guy with gout who leave from
Work constantly. Female who leave from work 10 minute in and out. My new supervisor protect me and the human resource from the main plant. It funny how 2 strangers seen how hard I work help me out when the first two took advantage. They both believe in me and should have give flower to them two instead. Those rainbow 🌈 save my life. I thought many times to let my illness take over meaning stop taking medication, stop changing insurance constantly due to stalking, stop finding multiple doctors for help or send evidence to court people or whoever. God has a plan for me. I need to make a change or law to save millions of people from work injuries, insurance denial, medical malpractice, government corruption, companies violation of labor law, personal injury denial from
Health insurance or work comp insurance, disability denial, social security denial, I learn the saddest truth in America. If you’re a doctor or health care provider that cause medical malpractice on you. The government protect them. Not you in the state that happen. Lawyers are against the government. Meaning workercomp
against the state. Medical malpractice against the healthcare provider who make money from the health insurance for the government. It was very painful to dealt the betrayal of many people and being take advantage of 10 month with a lazy fat witch who
Refuses to give her abusive son medical health and to get a side job to hustle. I never want to experience that bs but I did recently. I have to save the girls from them. They need to be safe and pray snowy and the kitty are okay. They have neighborhood of cats lover, he the most sweetest cat ever letting the kitty eat food. Super kind and funny. I didn’t save my cousin from their trauma but I could help the girls later on. No one save me from my mom & brother. She do evil things when my dad wasn’t home. It was awful the Asian people at school or church act like her wish bad things upon me or insult me. Dray was a cycle of my mother, insult me if I try to cook, laugh and mock at my boob, used me for things like money and such, keep me around for bs. The f up part is I was alone and then cry to my dad to help
Me with my car. He saw the rainbow too. It funny how people see rainbow with me or when they talk to me they see it later on. I want you to know if you’re struggling with depression anxiety and abuse. That you should pray for God and tell him you’re issues. Do good things in return and be kind to others and to
Yourself. You can’t just sit there and do nothing, you have to search and work for your happiness. No one gonna appear and give it to you. If you’re struggling search it up on google, computer to solve it like courage the cowardly dog did. He experienced some crazy shhhit but solve his issues with learning what’s to do by his computer like me and my car issues I YouTube it and get people to help me without paying over $500 for it and just pay $100 for it and return the tools right away to get my money back. Learning that triple aaa really save you multiple times from towing and key lock out or battery/starter issues. $55-100$ a year. That those cataclean for $25 really help clean out your car code. Having a 2019 dodge caravan really save my life no constantly break down. Very reliable vehicle like everyone told me. Just changing out the battery, spark plugs, coolant temp sensor and temperature and oil change. It all let me know on my dashboard the codes and when it need oils change or low tire pressure. I get low tire pressure on the right side due to me sleeping there. So I buy a air tire pump that hook up to my cigerette lighter to pump air up to 49 because I have junk in my car like clothes, water, food, portable toilet, portable electronic charger, blankets, toilet paper, tide pods, shampoo, portable wash bin, big wooden board. So forth. Buy car insurance only liability for $55 instead of full coverage only do it later.
Random stuff different stuff from then to then
2025-01-08 07:37:25 +0000 UTC View Post
Stand firm & won’t tolerate crappy people.
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The funny part about that person he was into druggy who has 2 kids and bother me hmmm 🤨 grouchy because I’m angry that he stalk me and bad mouth me to multiple people.
2025-01-06 03:34:48 +0000 UTC View Post
