One of my favorite ways to show love and also one of my biggest turn ons: WORSHIP
Guiding one to fully relax and me, taking care of their body and soul.
Watching someone unfold the more they are able to, unwind.
To simply, be.
Kissing gently across their skin.
Breathing in their fullness. Their presence.
Sharing love through the movements of my tongue and hands
The loving strokes of my fingertips across every inch of their body...
A reminder.
You deserve to be, worshiped
✨The deeper I connect to myself, the more fully alive I become In my pleasure also In my full life ✨
I have been in a deep period of chosen celibacy for quite a while now. Also, stepped away from vibrators and focus on peak orgasms.
This, has been one of the greatest gifts to myself and my body.
I never expected what could come within this .
I wanted to share this as it is a big piece of ME.
Making this choice, has helped me come back home to my body.
During this time: I have been dedicated to developing a deeper connection to my feminine. My body. My sensual. Reclaiming my full, wild I have missed, so much.
Spending mornings in deep movement, breath, slow sensual brushes of touch with my full body feeling energy building, electrifying through my veins. Feeling the rushes rise and fall, allowing. Flowing with them.
This instead of my usual rushed vibrator orgasms quickly has been, awakening.
I am excited to share my journey with you all ✨🙏🏻
The womb and the heart are connected
•~ The feminine‘s sexual energy often starts in the HEART SPACE •~
•~ The masculine’s sexual energy often starts in the COCK / GENITALS •~
(( We ALL carry masculine and feminine energy. Not all is black and white in the above and depends on each person and what energy is carried more of in your body, past trauma, etc))
If we think about this, it helps us a bit more in understandIng how we may approach conversation, sex, intimacy and relationships
💗The feminine: wants to see your presence, eye contact, connection, to feel her heart and soul being heard, her body being fully received and loved
(( this is how she builds into her WILD or the full surrender into you and herself in a more sexual space. More presence, more heart connection: more desire ))
🔥The masculine: wants to be able to provide pleasure to you, to show your body his skills, to lead. He may start or show his sexual energy in his cock or more primal.
The KEY to the connected relationships, sex, long term intimacy and more: balancing these energies and learning how to use and play with these energies
• Learning the feminine and practicing providing that container for flow or sharing for her, that stillness, that presence, the understanding of her needs and body.
• Learning the masculine and practicing providing a space for him to lead, to allow him in moments to use his primal energy in day to day life as well as use it to show your body (( in ways that are comfortable and make you BOTH feel good )) love and worship in his way.
More to come ...:
•~ Meditation + Affirmations for Grounding : Holiday and Gatherings •~
This message is here for you whenever you may need it. To take time for yourself before entering a space with others, to set the tone and energy.
Family or certain gatherings or events: may bring about nervousness, worry, anger, etc
✨•~ Before we step into these spaces •~✨
• Let us step into a space of privacy and silence.
• Take 3 deep breaths
• Hand on the Heart, Other on the Belly
• Repeat a few affirmations that speak to you as you breathe deep :
“I am deserving of happiness regardless of what my family says or how my family treats me “
“I am not my family’s energy / pain”
“I will find / create the joy in the day today”
“I allow conversation to flow amongst me without attaching myself to its content”
“All is temporary.”
( create your own and use whenever needed! )
✨✨The more we can observe
The more we can prepare ourselves,
the easier we will flow in any situation that comes our way ✨✨
Let me know if this has impact in any situation you come across.
•~ I AM GRATEFUL FOR: •~
• Every single one of you here!!! For you sharing yourselves with me, caring for me in all support of my work and my expression.
• Life, each moment gifted to me
• My path and all it brings
• All of the support in my life
• Sunlight
• Trees
• Books
• Love
• Acts of Kindness
• Courage
• Fresh Fruits + Vegetables
• The Feeling of Grass to My Toes
• Soft + Fuzzy Materials
• Warm, Present Touch
• The list goes ON
What are you grateful for?
•~ Dancing is, medicine •~
The way movement allows me back into my body, deeper into my femininity and soul.
My heart is grateful for every musician that touches my heart and taps into my body’s unfurling
Grateful for every beat and sound that ignites itself into my veins, pulling me back home
Dance your heart out, sweet one
It is HEALING💛✨
•~ Lost in her love •~
Nature is always inviting us to listen to her sweet, sensual calls
✨Close your eyes
Run your fingers slowly through the sand, the grass or a flower‘s center and along its petals
What and how do you feel? ✨
We unlocked the rest of the photoset 💛✨
Thank you guys!!!
Having a space to be able to create from my heart and within using what’s true to my current emotions and soul: I’m forever grateful
Fall deep into these and yourselves today 💛✨
Here is to life.
To honoring what makes our heart come, alive.
My usual mornings:
• Wake up + express my gratitude
• Meditations for 30 minutes+
• Breathwork for 10+ minutes
• Cacao , Coffee or Matcha
• Warm Lemon Water
• Medicate
• Stretching + Intuitive Movement
• Check In + Reflection in Silence For ( Physical , Mental , Emotional Check )
• Nourish above if needed ^^
• Plan Day
My morning routine is so sacred for me
It allows me to step into the day in a grounded, nourished way.
We all deserve to feel GOOD.
Join me in this clip as we build up a warm, sexual energy within our bodies and selves alongside one another using different techniques together :)
• Our Touch
• Visual + Mental Stimulation
• Connection
• Breath
• Relaxation + More
• PT 2 of thIs video will be posted after we reach our goal !!
✨Keep building that beautiful energy ✨
What pulls you deeper into your pleasure?
For me: it’s the ability to feel pure PRESENCE.
With myself, with another.
Can I feel you?
I crave to unfold into your presence .
Melt into watching the way you gaze at me and touch me.
Every little touch.
In the way your soul holds me and how your hands unfold across me, I feel safe to open to you. To melt into you.
The beautiful letting go as my body feels your intentions across it.
Your eyes reminding me, you’re safe and how deeply you crave me, all at the same time.
To the time of purely being lost in, presence.
The power of pure, beautiful presence 🤍
We don’t realize that one of the greatest medicines that we have is FREE.
Always waiting for us to use it whenever we need it.
Did you know nature contains endless healing powers for our health ?✨🖱
The more sick I became in my mid 20’s, the more I learned about all that we have awaiting at our fingertips outside of the medical system to truly heal ourselves. Nature, was one of them. I became determined to empower myself and use what was within natural to, heal.
Fascinated with all of the studies showing the benefits of time in nature and using aspects of nature (grounding, earth meditation, etc) on our health has rooted me deeply passionate In sharing this knowledge.
Today, was one of the last warmer days here. I escaped onto the beach and spent time with my toes in the sand and listening to the waves.
My soul feels so nourished.
I invite you to take in the sunshine.
Breathe in that fresh air.
It is ever so HEALING ✨
Today is a very special day for our MEN ❤️
Happy International Men’s Day!
To all of my men here: know, you are deserving of being seen, heard, loved and cherished in all that you are. Your full, beautiful self.
You are deserving of being able to show up in your full feelings, needs and thoughts regardless of the gender you carry as we all are HUMAN.
You deserve to let down your cape and having to hide behind the mask of The strong masculine.
I hope you know you always have the space to let go and be supported with me and here In general.
Your presence is so needed, never forget this.
I am so grateful for the masculine.
In my life and the world.
The container and safety you provide With just being you... without even knowing it. You provide much more than you ever will get to see. Know, it is needed.
Thank you to all of you, to my men who continue to show up in my life and into the collective.
You are loved.
You are seen.
I love you
There is beauty in it all.
The light and the darkness.
It is here to teach us and guide us back, home
How can we start to learn more from the darkness and the light in our day to day?
✨✨Ready to see more of this set? ✨✨
$10 goal to release more of the full set :)
In the shadows, we find our true LIGHT
Don’t fear the darkness
Don’t fear its presence
Let it lead, watch it become your greatest guide Into your most powerful truth
Reading to You : My Favorite Books 🧡
Books have been there for me through so many periods of my life.
Gifted to me or had myself guided to them in the most needed of moments of my life.
I feel called to share more into these transformational reads of mine with you so, here we are :)
First book : The Way of Rest by Jeff Foster
(( Fun Fact: When I first started cam ( non nude shows) I would read from this book at the End of my cam streams. I had so many souls reach out and tell me they ordered the book due to this and how powerful it was for their day to day 🥺🧡 ))
I invite you to spend some time with yourself today.
Checking in with your body.
Checking in with that loving touch for yourself.
How healing it all can be 💛✨
(( Thrift Store Finds + Try On !! ))
Fun Fact About Me: I LOVE thrift stores 🌼
There is an immense joy in my heart whenever I get to explore a thrift store, garage sale, flea market etc.
Anyone else?
Something about items and clothing with a story behind them...an adventure through all eras.
I just love it.
Join me in this 4 minute video as I show you and try on some of my new recent thrift store finds 💛
• Have you visited a thrift store before?
• Do you enjoy them?
• Any favorite finds or cool finds to share the story of?
If you ever would like to sponsor some thrifting, clothing or a shopping trip for me, let me know And we will set up some goodies for you from the trip etc - xoxox
Did you know: the way we breathe has an impact on how we feel?
That we can use our breath to bring more pleasure into our body?
Follow the link below for a 7 minute guided audio pleasure experience :
https://www.dropbox.com/s/30aa15sbi3cshcg/Audio%202020-11-16%2012.57.26.m4a?dl=0
•~ Worship •~
To me worship means:
Devoted Moments In Pure Presence
• What does this word mean to you?
• How would you want to be shown worship by another?
Water Vs Fire
Feminine Vs. Masculine Energy + Pleasure
Within all of us are masculine and feminine energies. We all identify the way we feel connected.
🍂 For the FEMININE to step into their sensual and sexual centers: we are like, WATER. A beautiful, rise and flow, a building up. Foreplay. Worship. The essence is, like the waves and water: flow
🍂For the MASCULINE to step into their sensual and sexual centers: they are more, FIRE. A quick build and setting of fire and then, burning + letting go. The intense energy is desired quickly to feel that depth and fire. Dominance. Leadership. Heat.
In our intimate experiences we may see this very clearly or, we may have not understood the cues.
In many situations: the feminine needs that time. That showing. That foreplay And building to the moment with presence to truly Unfurl into your touch.
Treat the day as building up to that moment. Use the normal day to day, those little things, as they help her fall into her sexual space.
Cleaning up a space.
Touching the waist as you move through the kitchen.
Kissing the neck.
Taking the time to worship.
🍂For the Masculine: Allowing them to step into that fire state. Take control of that energy in a way that makes you both feel, good. Allowing that fire to be there while your water also, keeps things, flowing
Allowing the masculine to step into a space of leadership or doing may be a way to bring a sense of Fire into the moment for them. This, is a natural.
The greatest intimacy and pleasure await us when we can understand the dynamics of the masculine and feminine energies and how we can understand how they come into play within Our relationships, pleasure and lives.
🍂🧡✨
There is something so pure and beautiful about a soul who cares to worship and care for every inch of your vessel ✨💛
Who desires to check in with YOUR needs, too.
More of this for us.
We deserve it.
Let’s worship, one another.
•~ Let’s not rush, sweet one •~
The bliss we rush for, it is awaiting for us here too, deep in the fullness of the journey.
Taking our time to nourish it, all.
Feel the depth of the touch.
Feel the aliveness filling our veins.
It’s medicine and it’s so damn beautiful
🧡✨SUPER FOOD FOR THE PROSTATE? 🧡✨
It’s November which means...
This is a time each year that is used to focus in even closer on awareness for PROSTATE HEALTH, TESTICULAR HEALTH and MEN’S MENTAL HEALTH !!!
🍂The prostate is a walnut sized gland that is right below the male bladder.
🍂 This one area is linked with hormone balance, controlling the amount of testosterone produced and converted, urinary symptoms, and more!
🍂Low T Or Prostate Cancer should not be just what comes in fear for men.
🍂It shouldn’t be something to only be seen on a billboard or brought up in a doctor due to starting of symptoms and needing a pill to help.
I’ve learned: There is SO much one can do ( diet, exercise and more) to help a healthy prostate.
•~ We all deserve to be empowered in our health •~
I will be making more posts about the prostate for all of my men here to feel the most empowered in their prostate health and journey
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• DID YOU KNOW: Pumpkin Seeds and Pumpkin Seed Oil are AMAZING for prostate health?
• Raw Pumpkin Seeds and/or Ingested Pumpkin Seed Oil can Inhibit how one’s hormone levels are balanced as well as how testosterone is converted into the prostate, reduction of size and more!!
There have been tons of studies done over the years now as to how pumpkin has a powerful impact on the health of the prostate.
Just a few reasons :
🧡 Packed with ZINC! - Consuming enough zinc is important to keep our prostate and tissue healthy! It’s a great preventive and healer! • Studies have found individuals living with prostate cancer and lower functioning prostate had lower levels of zinc in their tissues and levels .
🧡 Packed with Phytosterols! - These plant compounds are important for protecting the prostate and also in help of reducing the enlargement of the prostate as well as much more!
🧡 Reduces Symptoms of Enlarged Prostate or ( Benign Prostatic Hyperplasia )
• Symptoms of an enlarged prostate may be: peeing more often especially at night, trouble fully emptying the bladder or urinating, urgent need to urinate and more.
🧡 Packed With Antioxidants - Pumpkin Seeds or oil are filled with antioxidants, vitamin E and more which help keep our cells and tissue and immune systems strong. Also, strong in the fight of free radicals (radiation, heavy metals and toxins etc) that harm and destroy cells as well as help transition cells into cancer cells.
This and SO MUCH MORE!!!
Take a peek online as to all of the research into pumpkin seeds and the oil for prostate guys :)
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• Eating 2-3 handfuls of pumpkin seeds a week or ingesting pumpkin seed oil can be majorly impactful for the prostate :)
• Send me a photo with yours and I’ll send you a special goodie 🧡
I care about you guys!!!
Here’s to keeping us healthy!
EARTH MEDICINE 101: Let’s talk CHLORELLA
• Chlorella is a nutrient dense sea algae that is power packed with tons of minerals and nutrients for maintaining a strong immune system and for healing Of the the body and cells!
(High in Vitamin B12, Iron, Vitamin C, Omega 3’s for the brain, fiber for the gut, tons of antioxidants which help strengthen cells and fight off radiation and free radicals harming it and more)
** Omega 3’s and antioxidant rich foods are great to promote a healthy PROSTATE :)
• Chlorella is packed with PROTEIN! It is a complete protein too so your body can also get to metabolize most of it unlike other protein sources!
• Chlorella allows for a deeper dive into detox of heavy metals and toxins from the brain and body.
This detox of heavy metals and toxins allows for more mental clarity, memory, less overall chance of Alzheimer’s and more!
• You can use Chlorella in many ways! I add a powder or tablet to my smoothie. You can mix it into water or take a tincture etc! :)
If you try some Chlorella, send me a photo and I’ll send you a goodie back 🍃✨
Cheers to our health!
