i’m a little disheartened. talent testing service lost my test samples from last week- means i probably won’t get to film tomorrow. im extremely broke currently after making payments for asu, and no other companies seem to be interested in booking me at all, no matter what i do or how hard i try. now i remember why i took a break from porn. i never feel good enough for this industry. no one remembers i exist or wants me on set. is it my fault? am i ugly? i have hair loss but i thought my body was okay. i’m not super skinny or have big boobs but i thought some companies would want me… who knows. anyway, just had to rant and i can’t do it on twitter lol. sorry y’all.
minoxidil is currently causing my hair to shed more than normal. good news is, that means my body is responding to treatment. the bad news… i’m gonna look like dobby from harry potter for a month or two. sorry in advance!
i updated my amazon wishlist again (finally lol). if you get something, make sure to leave your OF username in the notes, so i can send you a customized thank u 💞
some rainbow nudes for y’all tonight. swipe through to see them all! to the lovely guy who bought me this ring light off my amazon wish list: ur the BEST. seriously. u know who u are 💞💞😼
y’all, i gotta be honest. i’m not doing great. i’ve lost about 30% of my hair and it’s gonna get worse before it gets better, apparently. i wanted to start filming and modeling again but it’s so hard because i feel so insecure now. sometimes i even want to wear a wig or hair topper, it’s that bad. i’m trying to be strong though. so i’m sorry for the lack of posts and messages, don’t take it personally, im just going thru a LOT rn. life has been throwing horrible thing after horrible thing at me. if you don’t like it, simply unsubscribe; i can’t force myself to do things i’m not in the headspace to do. i’m starting therapy again soon which maybe will help a little bit. if you’ve tipped me (helped me with dermatology visits and medication copays!) or gotten me anything from my amazon wishlist, thank you, seriously. it means the whole universe to little ol me. i’m trying to be open with you guys especially because not talking about it is not a good route. anyway. swipe to see my boobs i guess.
my latest collab with naughty owl is here! i'll post more clips from it in the upcoming days. also: i have covid (again). no symptoms, but any extra support on here would be appreciated, as i was supposed to end my filming break next week and film for nubiles. :)
thanks to anyone who’s gotten me stuff from my amazon wishlist. doctors office visits are wildly expensive (shocking) so anything helps and makes my whole day :) if you left your OF username with the packages sent, keep an eye on your dms here. i make custom content for anyone who gifts me 🎉❤️ (the content will correlate with what’s bought tho.)
some spicy OF only pics while i recover from everything life’s been throwing at me 🎉 you all have been so supportive and i cannot thank you enough for it. i’m dealing with alopecia, a cold, and my scary close call with that one thing i mentioned in the videos. plus penicillin antibiotics just to be safe. so i’ve been struggling. but i have hope.
took some fire nudes after classes today. also: i updated my amazon wishlist if anyone wants to help a college gal in need 🫶 if you get anything, please put your OF username on the gift so i can thank you properly! 😘😘💕
my mom (a nurse) thinks i have mono 😭😭 hoping to GOD that’s not true. it would explain my symptoms but i hope it’s not true. i was gonna film next week ☹️
