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03.26.21—Changing—Gratuitous Views

2021-04-18 05:13:15 +0000 UTC View Post

03.11.21—Extra Views 1—Pre-Shower

2021-04-17 05:11:28 +0000 UTC View Post

03.07.21—Study Break—Extra Views 2

2021-04-15 05:06:27 +0000 UTC View Post

03.07.21—Study Break—Extra Views 1

2021-04-14 05:23:23 +0000 UTC View Post

03.29.21—Belt & Stockings As promised—it’s been a while! I’..

03.29.21—Belt & Stockings As promised—it’s been a while! I’m feeling much better from incorporating self-care back into my life! It’s literally priceless. I’m grateful for all of you that love me for who I really am. Thank you! Thank you for being here—thank you for your support—and thank you for listening and watching! 🖤🖤🖤💗💫

2021-04-13 05:31:11 +0000 UTC View Post

03.23.21—Class-Bound—Prioritizing Messy apartment life—that..

03.23.21—Class-Bound—Prioritizing Messy apartment life—that closet behind me is a mine field... I’m taking advice to heart and learning how to prioritize. Ps—I actually do love my job. Making content is not a burden—it’s just a weird life stage I’m in right now. Oh those pants are super tight. 😳🤭🤣😎 This video also expires April 5. Thanks for watching and listening! 🖤💫

2021-04-12 05:13:03 +0000 UTC View Post

03.26.21—After Workout Hey hey! Thank you for all the comme..

03.26.21—After Workout Hey hey! Thank you for all the comments and messages. Your kind words have given me some much needed encouragement. 💗💗💗 Changing—talking—and stretching as per usual—including newly acquired bruises from body brushing—yours truly is determined to get back in shape! I am also determined to make more time for self-care. Cleaning my space , working out, and eating clean are important forms of self-care to me. Franco has also been getting extra long walks now that it is warmer outside. I think the warmth of spring is the ultimate physical movement motivation. I literally feel immobile when it’s cold! I know I complain a lot but pursuing my education has been such a privilege. I had to wait so long for this opportunity. I am almost done—I still can’t believe this! This video also expires on April 5 instead of the first. Thank you so much for watching and listening!

2021-04-11 05:05:20 +0000 UTC View Post

03.04.21—Getting Ready for Bed 3am situation... Thank you fo..

03.04.21—Getting Ready for Bed 3am situation... Thank you for your patience with me and yes!—I will try to do a video of myself with Stockings and belt if not tonight I will do it tomorrow and post it before the end of the month and also give us extra time to watch it! Thank you for watching and listening! 💙💙💙

2021-04-10 05:10:00 +0000 UTC View Post

03.22.21—Feeling a Little Better

2021-04-09 05:14:40 +0000 UTC View Post

03.17.21—Awkward Shower Real talk—so much of it here—ps—grat..

03.17.21—Awkward Shower Real talk—so much of it here—ps—gratuitous views towards the end... 💗 I’ve been super self-conscious lately—doesn’t help that I couldn’t shave prior to this due to some ingrown hairs—honestly sometimes you have to let it go—(it’s fixed again)—no worries. There’s also some weird singing in here—but it might be better than crying—so we’re just going with it! LOL Thanks so much for watching and listening! 💗💗💗💫

2021-04-08 05:10:38 +0000 UTC View Post

03.03.21—Negative Nancy 2 Disclaimer— I literally cried in t..

03.03.21—Negative Nancy 2 Disclaimer— I literally cried in this video... I honestly did not want to post this because I hate my negativity. I also did not want to talk bad about my kid but… Maybe fairies are real. Have you guys heard about fairies? They are said to hide/misplace things just to play tricks on people. I believe in all things magical so why not believe this plausible theory for why my necklace was missing? Maybe it’s a test for our relationship. Anyhow I made a mess looking for it—and what stressed me out the most was wasting all that time. This semester has me crying. Point proven. All the time. The stress is real. I haven’t been making content because I don’t want to put you through it—but I’ll just keep it real you know... What can I do? We go through stages and I can’t fake it. I can’t fake happiness and I can’t fake having it together right now. This is who I am right now—a freaking mess. I know I’ll get through it—I just have 5 more weeks of hell left. Ps—on the “Ethical Dilemmas” talk—You should know that I did take an (old prescription) Adderall Thursday night (3/18) and that’s why I got sick this past Friday and Saturday. Just keeping it real. I’m never doing that again. My body does not like chemicals like that anymore. So I honestly don’t know what to do to make more time—because I can’t take my old medicine to push through—I need my sleep—so I’m really just limited on time. Please don’t unsubscribe LOL. Thanks for being here. I’ll post an awkward Shower Video next so I don’t leave you with this super super sour note. 🖤

2021-04-07 05:03:54 +0000 UTC View Post

03.19.21—Past the Point of Diminishing Returns Little update..

03.19.21—Past the Point of Diminishing Returns Little update… The story of my life lately. Feeling rough my friends... It was spring break—yet my university did not give us a spring break because of the pandemic. They are speeding us through the semester—but there is so much information to absorb and not enough time. Let me not forget to mention that my daughter’s birthday was Thursday but I was too busy completing midterms to make her feel special. I tried—I really did—but I don’t think she felt special and I don’t think my midterms got the proper attention either. So I let her stay with my mother Thursday night and decided to stay up all night trying to complete my assignments and midterm that were all due the Friday at 5 PM (for this one class that I’ve neglected the whole semester.). Worst idea in the world. I finished the assignment and the midterm—but by the time I got to the midterm essays I was passed the point of diminishing returns and not sure how well I actually did on that. At least it’s done. Right after I turned in my assignment I ended up projectile vomiting all the water and coffee I drank. Not fun. And then here I am trying to feel better in a hot bath. Yesterday I still couldn’t eat anything without getting sick and my ex-husband had to send me saltine crackers and sprite through Postmates. 🥺😢😭 I was unable to complete any assignments because my brain was still crazy and I just didn’t feel good. Oh yeah—And then Anne came to visit and I got my cramps with it. This might be too much information but since were so close and you see me naked almost every day you should know that I’ve been getting my cycle every three weeks for like the last four cycles if not more... I don’t know anymore. I have no idea what’s wrong with me it could really be stress. I feel like I’m drowning. There’s just too much to do and not enough time. And I hate cramping and I hate making content when I feel like this—so I really appreciate you guys for supporting me even when I am an underperforming mess like this. You should know that I’m feeling better today this wonderful Sunday but I was on dance mom duty all day and now I’m super behind on other work that has piled up while I was sick. Yay. Thanks for watching and listening and reading my rant. I love you guys💚. Thank you for being here for me. 💚💫💚

2021-04-06 05:05:06 +0000 UTC View Post

03.02.21—Negative Nancy 1 I’m not a complete negative Nancy ..

03.02.21—Negative Nancy 1 I’m not a complete negative Nancy in this one—but I do start getting irritated towards the end when I realize I lost my necklace. I may not post the second one—I hate that I have been so negative lately. I prefer to be a happy and cheerful person but I can’t fake it—I’m not very good at it. It’s something I need to work on. However I understand that my content has been super dry lately as far as quantity is concerned—maybe quality as well— (please don’t respond to this part lol)—All you need to know is that I am aware of my need for improvement and I want you to know that I don’t plan on continuing with this trend. A little talk in here about how my content works and why I don’t respond to messages on here at the moment—Honestly it’s because there’s only one of me and I have to finish this degree—six weeks left! Seeing how behind I am on every part of life is definitely the biggest trigger for my stress right now. But I got this and thank you for being here and believing in me! There’s also some embarrassing talk—because as usual I do not know when to shut my mouth... 🤭 And then I realize my necklace is gone and I freak out —thanks for watching!

2021-04-05 05:04:03 +0000 UTC View Post

03.11.21—Good Morning For lack of a better title—and it was..

03.11.21—Good Morning For lack of a better title—and it was a good morning indeed. ***LONG*** video—About 25 minutes... I recommend to watch in intervals. I almost split it but then the second video wouldn’t have my usual awkward intro... Random life update while I get ready for class. Thanks for watching and listening—wish me luck—headed to my laser appointment and I hope my skin is good enough to go forward with today’s treatment. 💗💗💗💙💫

2021-04-04 05:05:49 +0000 UTC View Post

03.07.21—Study Break—Yoga Hey hey! (***Copied and pasted fr..

03.07.21—Study Break—Yoga Hey hey! (***Copied and pasted from Patreon so it may not apply to onlyfans directly as far as how content works).*** ***(After my content expires from Patreon—it comes here to stay at onlyfans)** I apologize for my lack of communication lately—especially for my new patrons—regarding the way my content works. This is a monthly video blog—the videos from this month will expire on the 1st of April. I have been really behind on life and really procrastinating doing my job… There was definitely a little depression involved. I have more videos but I’d rather not post them because I’m trying to make them a little bit more interesting for you guys you know at least some stretching —cute outfits—you know—something... 😜 We’ll see. I just want to point out that I appreciate everyone that is here in my life supporting me through this crazy stage and almost accomplishment of graduating!!! Omg! I’m 8 weeks away! Tanks guys 🤓🤓🤓

2021-04-03 05:02:17 +0000 UTC View Post

03.05.21—Motivated Again Hey hey—thanks for your patience. ..

03.05.21—Motivated Again Hey hey—thanks for your patience. I was so busy meeting deadlines for school and pulling myself out of a little depression funk. Actually have videos from a couple days ago that I have been sitting on and not posting because honestly I was such a negative Nancy... 🤭😳🥺😪👻 I slept all day while my kid went to school, and it was absolutely glorious. I’m super yellow today—on this yellow day—from a turmeric bath last night. My Thanks for watching! 💛💛💛

2021-04-02 05:04:30 +0000 UTC View Post

03.01.21—First Video of March Hey hey—good morning! Postin..

03.01.21—First Video of March Hey hey—good morning! Posting this here real quick and getting back to work—I’m trying to survive some deadlines today. I can do this. I am all over the place here experimenting with the video app—I have no idea how I turned myself upside down a couple times. LOL 😝 Thank you so much for watching and listening! 💗♥️💗

2021-04-01 05:02:49 +0000 UTC View Post