08.30.21—End of Month—Extra Stockings Views
Last official extra video of August. The last two posts of the month will feature extra views from September… since I slacked a bit you’ll get them this month instead of next… 🦋💙🛋
08.25.21—Blue Day—Random Views
First 19 seconds is extra views of see-through panties and the other 50 seconds is random slow motion—it shows nothing but I was getting creative and I liked the tease… 🙃🤗🤗🤗
08.02.21—Blue Lace & Stockings—Extra Views
Guys—I’m sorry for the inconvenience and confusion—but due to the fact that I’m currently in the process of securing a home loan—it is advisable that I do not “switch jobs.”
My main archive will remain here on onlyfans—this is where my content is all-inclusive and it comes “to rest.”
The other place that I had promoted and will now remain nameless due to not being able to mention its name here——that will be where the extra views get released——you will not have to wait until the end of the month like you would here—but it’s only the extra views—so there won’t be a daily post there—instead more organic type of posting relationship. Those videos will end up here in the archive towards the end of the month either way. It just depends what you’re looking for—if all you want to see is extra views and don’t care for the Patreon portion of the archive then the other place is what I recommend—but if you want the full archive—here is where it’s at!
Thank you for your patience and once again I do apologize for the inconvenience but I will try to make it worth your while on the other place as well… I just don’t want to promise more than I can deliver! 💗💗💗
08.30.21—End of the Month—Belt & Stockings
Update on the new home situation—still waiting on the quote from the contractor so I can move forward with the loan process.
I’m 8 days from my bday—so naturally—I’m noticing all my aging flaws—after much obsession I have decided to wait until after I move and settle in AND finish scarring treatment before I commence anti-aging procedures—it’ll be a while—however—I’m about to upgrade my eye cream and start using moisturizer again even if I occasionally break out from it. It’s a necessity. I’ve been using sunscreen for months now!
I’m eating clean (with a cheat here and there) Monday through fridays but I eat whatever I want on weekends——Sundays are for pizza!
New current obsession is a stove—with double ovens… I’ve been researching floor options all day today—the people the contractor brought in for flooring only do engineered wood floors… 🤔 it’s not what I was expecting but I may have found something I like…
Our thoughts for ourselves have stronger influence than others’ thoughts for ourselves… just saying.
Thanks for watching and listening!
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08.23.21—Body Brushing
Quick and awkward video—giving the same yet slightly more informative update contained in the last video posted… 🙃😅
I didn’t think I was going to post this video—which is why I repeated myself in the previously posted video—but then I decided to post it because I already made it—so why not…
I almost decided not to post it just now again but then I remembered that I promised three transition videos—not two… I’m a mess! Loves it…
Did I mention short? It’s 2:30…
08.23.21—Dancing While Drying Hair
Trying out some R&B jams from epidemic sound—they actually have good music and so much variety!
Getting ready for lunch with seester—it was her bday—we are both 37 until my birthday now!
There is a reason for the lack of lighting—I can just move and express myself dancing without feeling like I might get in trouble with the guidelines—😝—and then also there’s the whole thing about my dermatological issue lately. (Ps—I am happy to announce that I’m recovered from said issue)… Plus—leaving a little to the imagination can be good sometimes. 😌😌
I have noticed that in most of my videos lately—the sound takes a few seconds to adjust—it’s usually way lower at first. It might be time for a phone (camera) upgrade soon. 🥺🙈😱 it’s not that pressing at the moment though…
Thanks for watching and listening! 🦕🪡🦋
08.22.21—Turmeric—Another Hot Bath
I’m using turmeric for its anti-inflammatory and antiseptic properties. My ingrown hair from July is either back or never went away. I went to the derm the next morning—worry not! I’m just trying not to shave—so also the reason I haven’t made content since Monday… I do have another video or two to post—so don’t worry about that either.
For my belt and stockings people—I will make it a point to do another one of those before the end of the month.
** oh how can I forget—thank you for watching and listening! 💙💙💙💙
08.19.21—Turndown Service
Short video—turning down bed linen for use—slumber was calling! 😴😴😴
Ps—you can hear how badly my floor creaks when I just plain walk/tiptoe—it’s ridiculous. 🙉🙉🙉
Thank you for watching! 💕💗🌟
08.19.21—Hot Salt Bath
Real Talk for 22 minutes. I’m not speaking too loud due to it being past 10 pm and having impossible neighbors—but once I actually get in the bath you can hear me better.
Topics:
I put an offer in for the place I love—seeing it in a new light.
I love to talk—surprise! Talk about content… I decided against the YouTube shorts payout for two reasons—there’s sooo much reading of guidelines—and two—from the lot that I’ve read—I have to create an Adsense account and all my content is against those guidelines—it’s too much work for $200–plus—I’m so not interested in modifying my channel.
Laser treatment talk—I’m loving my face treatments so far—and considering doing laser treatment for some spider veins during winter—it’s just that I’d have to wear compression stockings for two weeks and May look like I was beaten with chains for one month… 😳🥴😅😎
Lastly—more talk about the future restaurant—business model will ultimately depend on location.
Thank you for watching and listening. More videos coming soon! 🖤🌟🖤
08.18.21—Pole Combo and Stretch
The pole combo is not that exciting—it’s been so long since I’ve even attempted to practice pole—so long since I’ve had time to pursue my hobbies and desires—I saw this combo on Instagram and wanted to try it—it’s way harder than it looks—(I ended up bruising from the pull up)—next time I try it I should pull up with my legs more to get a higher grip with my hands—then I’ll have more room to do the splits on the way down—for now—it just looks like I’m dying! 🙈😝—I don’t do it for too long—as you will notice—I give up and just start stretching—it was much needed though!
Thank you for watching (my attempt)…
Ps—it was 3 attempts—I compiled it all into one video.
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08.17.21—Getting Ready for Bed
Still haven’t found the social security card and I’m making a clutter mess. Good thing is everyone so far has accepted the copy of the card that I have in my files! Yay—I’m temporarily ceasing the search.
I didn’t do the LLC thing yesterday… 🥺😩
It’s ok—I got this.
Thanks for watching and listening! See you soon!
08.18.21—Changing in the Kitchen
Making arroz con chorizo and changing into my pole dance outfit—I try a headstand combo later—don’t worry—there’s a video! I’ve been thinking that I want to get special grips for my legs and hands so I can practice pole dancing more.🤔🤔🤔
Ps—my kitchen fan is very loud and the lighting is hazy—Maybe I need to clean my iPhone… I want to get a new one for better quality but I am not trying to make any big purchases at the moment—not until I figure out my living situation.
Thanks for watching—part two will be posted later this evening or tomorrow morning! I need to glue the three takes together.😌🤗
08.18.21—Shower—Full Talk
Gratuitous views here and there while I unload everything that’s been on my mind.
Sometimes I’m self-conscious about my breasts and I miss them pre-pregnancy.
Maintenance for apartments covered mold with caulking—the joy!
I should invest in shaving gel/cream.
My favorites playlist is the music I usually listen to.
More apartment talk—sorry—I can’t help it right now—square footage and HOA fees.
Group fitness side hustle possibility.
I’m finally getting back to 110lbs with the occasional snack—white strawberry chocolate is amazing!
2019 taxes and the huge mistake I’m learning from.
Eww and don’t judge me for my toenails/weird grooming moments towards the end—I’m so going today or tomorrow to remedy the situation.
Thank you for watching and listening! 💗💕
08.18.21—Pre-Shower—Quick Talk
Landscape view—sort of…
After workout and getting shower ready.
HOA fee for the condo I love is wild! I don’t have a realtor—Karen gets paid by the seller. Also—there’s no gym—I may have an idea—or will need a membership to a gym nearby. I will also need the best acoustic flooring. To be continued with the actual shower and talk… 😌😅😉🙃🤗🤗🤗
08.16.21—Looking for a New Home
Talking about my latest adventure and trying on a few things—new red one piece in small that actually fits!—a yellow thong bodysuit—my blue swim thong (again to see if I’ve lost weight)—and some old fishnets with my cherry boots. (Don’t mind the deodorant that gets on my black top—embarrassing but I’m not not posting this… 🤔🤗🙃)
You know—it’s funny—I’ve been making a mess looking for my social security card—I still haven’t found it—but today I did find the backup pieces to the stilettos that I mention in this video—I’ve only been wondering where they were for two years!
Thank you for watching and listening and being here for me! 💗💙⭐️💫🌟
08.13.21—New “Small” Swimsuit
“Small” but it feels like an extra small—I’m sitting here trying to honor my body and get more comfortable clothes and then they’re still too small sometimes——it actually really depends on the brand. Women’s sizes are inconsistent.
I know I’m extra fidgety lately—I have this nervous tick I do with my hair when I’m anxious—I put it up and I take it down and I can’t make up my mind. Sometimes I can’t think when my hair is down—I blame it on being a Virgo. Anyhow—this goes on for this entire video—and also the next one I’m posting… sorry 😕🥺🥺🥺
After this—Seester came over to help me clean the stove, oven, and microwave in anticipation of me moving out soon. I’m hoping to get my own place and have been busy applying for a loan and touring the places. Send positive thoughts my way—I could use all of them!
Thank you for watching and listening! 🖤🖤
Update
I’ll keep all the videos I’ve ever posted on here on this archive and will continue posting until the end of September—But starting October 1–The new archive will be on Fansly. At least I want to test out the waters there and see how payouts work because I’m not getting any help on this platform.
It’s my birthday and I need a favor.
Onlyfans is withholding my payouts for almost a week now. This is my main source of income. But as you guys know this is technically the archive for my Patreon (with an extra view like this every once in a while but usually closer to the end of the month).
Most of my patrons are here now—but since I’m not getting paid here I would really like it (if you can* afford it) if you can come support me on Patreon so that I can have some income while onlyfans gets their shit together. Pretty please. It’s $10 and I know it really sucks to support me on both platforms (since the better content is here)—but it would really help me not make any crazy decisions (like deactivate this account just because I’m pissed at the fact that I’m broke until onlyfans helps me with my pay out situation).
I did get approved for a Fansly account but it is a lot of work to get all my videos taken down from here and put on the other platform. I’m seriously considering it though if this is not resolved in the next couple of days—unless of course I get temporary support on Patreon while this is situated.
I’m sorry to ask for favors like this. You guys have been so good to me—supporting me for two years now—and I appreciate everything you’ve done for me.
No pressure—either way—I’m a big girl and I’ll figure it out—but be warned—I’m going where the money is.
I am 38 now by the way… 🙈😌😎
08.10.21—Last Tuesday—Post Workout
Quick views before my shower…
I usually wouldn’t wear shorts like that in public but I was determined to be comfortable that day—especially since it was that time of the month. I finally got that little corner of the shower re-caulked but then I had to wait 48 hrs to use my shower and had to share the other one with my messy dependent! 😅😩
08.07.21—New Things From eBay
Try-on haul in a tiny pink thong.
I tried a new lighting setting in this video and really liked it. I am also happy with my new bare minerals makeup—I found something I can wear that is not horrible for my sensitive skin—I’m in love! 💕💗—but don’t get completely used to it—I’ll still be sporting my bare face a lot. 😌🤗🙈
Omg 1—those jeans were painfully impossible to squeeze into—I swear somebody had these taken in because the leg openings aren’t even. How rude. The seller could’ve disclosed that they fit like 23s. Just saying.
Omg 2—I love both of those dresses.
I don’t know why eBay is sooo appealing to me. I prefer older seasons fashions than new because the new stuff everyone is wearing. I just love my clothes collection. It’s priceless. 💙⭐️🤍 That reminds me I should probably do some sort of inventory with an approximation of value for renters insurance purposes—oof—another battle I choose not to fight right now. 😂
I’m 110 pounds in this video but I’m pretty sure it’s just dehydration from the two-hour extra hot bath from earlier.
As always—Thank you for watching and listening! 🤍💕💗
08.06.21—Pre-Workout
Changing into my workout clothes—First day attempting to wake up early—I had to fill out paperwork before a meeting—leaving me only 15 to get ready and dressed! I did pretty good. 😌😝
Ps—there was no stretching later. 🙈
Thanks for watching and listening! 👾💗🤗
08.03.21—New Planner—Setting Intentions
Real talk update—there’s some views for sure but also (and as usual) lots of talking. I talk about my new planner and my attempts to be productive. (Speaking of productivity—I actually decided against rearranging those cords behind my desk—it’s way too much work and a battle I have chosen not to fight at this moment 😌😜😎). So in other words—I’m using the old cords for my new hard drive.
I also talk about my anxiety lately and some imposter syndrome regarding the restaurant.
Then—More restaurant talk—ps—I trust that my patrons have my back—don’t be going out and leasing the exact space I want and starting a business with my concept! 😝 joking—It’s fine if you do it before I do—then I just have to come up with something new. 👩🏻💻😌 That’s how life goes—but I wanted to share some of the details with you guys because you’re truly some of my greatest supporters—I mean—the fact that you’re still here supporting me—thank you so much for that!
I have updated my Amazon wishlist with some new tings—including Cosplay that I think would be fun for Patreon. I don’t remember how I shared it the first time but I’ll figure out how to re-share it soon!
Guys I know I look crazy with a scarf on my head but I also think I look kind of cute—💁🏻♀️… thanks for watching and listening as always! 💗💕⭐️
08.03.21—Another Blue Outfit
Hey hey! I’m changing out of this last minute outfit I had to buy because those crazy shorts I had gotten in the next size up were still too tight—and I was scared to get an ingrown hair—🙈👻. I honestly love those sweatpants—I’ve been wearing them a lot since I bought them.
I know I’ve been MIA lately——I have been trying to get organized—become more consistent and disciplined—Getting my daughter ready to go back to school and buying her all the school supplies and uniforms etc—making a cleaning schedule—and falling in love with making content again (where getting in shape is key to content-making)…
I decided not to put too much pressure on myself to rush the restaurant thing—all in good time—I’m definitely still actively working towards it. 👩🏻💻👾🤍
Disclaimer—awkward moments while I clip a nail or two to prevent them from snagging on my blue outfit—weird but necessary.
Thank you so much for watching and listening! See you soon! 💕💗⭐️🤗🤗🤗
08.02.21—Changing Back
Out of the blue lace and stockings and into something I can cook in—I don’t like wearing nice things to cook or clean because my tiny apartment was designed with a high propensity to get wet and/or dirty. Honestly—even my seester noticed when she came over this week—She said my apartment is prone to getting wet (now we know why I use so many towels)! I think they cut a lot of corners when constructing these apartments—they’re very cheaply made—but the LOCATION is everything!
Thanks for watching and listening! 💗💕⭐️
08.02.21—Blue Lace & Stockings
Continuation of previous video…
Still feeling a bit sneezy—and *all these* minutes of talking (and previewing this) and I already forgot what I was talking about. It’s definitely bedtime!
Stretching in stockings is what I remember—but there definitely is a lot of talking. 🙃
I stayed up later than I intended to tonight. I’m trying to get back on a day schedule.
Thank you for watching and listening! Good night 💤😴🌙
08.02.21—First Video of August
After shower—I deleted the “before clip” because I absolutely hated it—but there was supposed to be a before and after shaving comparison…
I spend all of this video looking for an outfit for the next video… 💙
Interesting views in the closet. ⭐️🌬