My covid recovery has consisted of amazing fans, crossword puzzles and cookie dough Ben and Jerry's ice cream, cosy pyjamas and honey and lemon. That's not bad going. I still don't feel great, but I'm not coughing or bunged up anymore, I think a few days more rest and I'll be okay. ❤️❤️❤️
If you get it, it really is just like a bad flu. Don't be scared, it honestly just like the flu, yeah it sucks, and you'll be off work for a bit, but don't be scared. I know the media can whip you into a frenzy
May I add to this that I myself lost someone to covid last year, and I am aware this is a serious virus. But I'm double vaccinated as I'm sure most of you are, I do believe the vaccine helps, and also I know lots of people who will say that this Omicron strain seems much less sinister.
It is indeed no picnic, but rest, self love and recovery. Love to you all. xx
2022-01-25 00:11:41 +0000 UTC
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I managed to do my hair and makeup and Sunday morning to watch the AVNs! This was no easy feat with covid, I felt like crap at 4am in the morning. I don't expect a blue Peter badge . But I managed to sit through it because it was important to me and it was great to be nominated. I just wanted to say thank you so much for all your support and kind words, we didn't win, and I didn't expect to, but we keep going, we keep working hard, we do not stop until we achieve our goals. I went straight back to bed after this and slept for about 14 hours.
I'm on the mend now slowly but surely and I'm hoping to be shooting my customs this week, if you've been waiting, I want to thank you for your patience. So much love for you all, thank you for keeping me entertained whilst I've been I'll.
Ps: if I even get the chance to go to the Avns in Vegas I promise I won't wear jeans, but I was sat on the sofa and they were comfortable. Ha!
2022-01-25 00:05:07 +0000 UTC
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I actually cannot wait to be well enough to shoot custom content, this is longest I've gone in my career without toying myself senseless, it's driving me insane hahahahaha! So please trust me when I say I want to shoot as much as you want me too.
I'm fucking livid that I'm not invincible. How dare my immune system not be immortal?
2022-01-24 23:53:01 +0000 UTC
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I have tried several times to ight to upload a bondage clip featuring myself and the beautiful Zara Mae, however onlyfans isn't playing ball. Bare with it, you will have it tommorow xxx
2022-01-24 23:48:46 +0000 UTC
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Yay, we did it in just under 40! Few fuck ups by me tonight ! 🤣
2022-01-24 19:09:32 +0000 UTC
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This is where we are at now lads, asyiu can see there's a couple of fuck ups that have had to be rectified. 13 down was a fuck up of my own, so blame me!
2022-01-24 19:02:29 +0000 UTC
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This is where we are at now boys! Xx
2022-01-24 18:45:37 +0000 UTC
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Here's tonights crossword. Let's go!
2022-01-24 18:29:01 +0000 UTC
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Tonights crossword will start at 6:30pm, let's try and beat 30 mins ha! Xx
2022-01-24 14:55:23 +0000 UTC
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I'm really hoping I'll be able to shoot this week. Fingers crossed I will be able to shoot customs on Thursday. I feel a lot better than I have done today. So let's hope this fucks off asap ❤️
Then I can make some exciting plans for valentine's for us all. ❤️❤️xx
2022-01-24 14:53:32 +0000 UTC
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Can't beat a pair of black stockings! Xx
2022-01-24 12:49:18 +0000 UTC
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Shall we do another crossword tommorow night? I think we should. Let's go "covid crossword team" we've got this , I really do think we cabdo it in 25 mins tommorow, I'm optimistic xx
2022-01-23 15:34:45 +0000 UTC
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Good afternoon, at least I managed to get makeup on my covid face last night, the PJ's stayed.
I'm hoping that I can get back to shooting my customs next week. ❤️
I can't wait to get bVk shooting for you.
I will be uploading another zaramae video tommorow for everyone who contributed to that campaign.
❤️❤️❤️
2022-01-23 15:04:40 +0000 UTC
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Soooo I didn't win an AVN last night, but it was amazing to be nominated, and also to see my showcase on the big screen. I'm not sure sitting up all night was covid was my best idea, so now I will sleep all day. But I feel like I have won, because I have the best supportive fans. ❤️❤️❤️
2022-01-23 09:43:39 +0000 UTC
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So it's 2:40 in the morning, I think I've managed to sort my hair and makeup out to an adequate level, I'm maybe get changed out of my Pjs and log into watch the AVNs xxx
2022-01-23 02:43:44 +0000 UTC
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First covid selfie ha!
I had a sleep today, I just just woke up.
I still feel ill,but nowhere near as bad as I've felt all week. So now boys, I'm gonna have some food, jump in the shower, get this horrendous hair washed, and attempt to do my hair and makeup to zoom AVN standard ha! Wish me luck this isn't going to be easy, though I have got until 2:30 to do it ha! As you all know I am no makeup artist. I've decided to wear Jeans and a nice top, as I still need to be comfortable, I figured that they will only be able to see the top half of my body on a zoom feed ha! I hope you're all having a lovely week, thank you for your patience and support this week.
2022-01-22 19:52:27 +0000 UTC
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I've just been invited to watch the AVN awards live! To watch my nomination categories.
I have covid, I look and feel like garbage, how an I going to manage to put makeup on and make myself look presentable in front of all these big stars?
I always envisioned if I went to the awards I would look amazing and have a beautiful dress and an attractive guest!
But instead I have an online Asda delivery of prosecco and Doritos and a guest appearance from covid!
This sucks! Sorry for the rant!
I will try to be excited! I'm hoping I can at least sit through it with a lemsip and cocktail combo.
Oh ... And I've lost my voice, so if I do get the opportunity to to talk to these stars I shall sound like phyliss from coronation Street (if you're not from the UK, all you need to know is....That's not a good sound )
2022-01-21 16:22:40 +0000 UTC
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Good morning my lovely lot, I have tested positive for covid. I am double vaccinated, so let's not panic. I've been unwell for a few days. So fingers crossed it will vacate the building soon. Xxx
2022-01-21 08:23:22 +0000 UTC
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Good morning, here's a lingerie set to start the day .xx
2022-01-21 06:52:09 +0000 UTC
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Crossword completed! But it took 34 mins! We were faster last night! Tbf tonight's puzzle was harder! Let's aim for 25 mins tommorow crossword team ha! Xxx
2022-01-20 20:08:57 +0000 UTC
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We just need 14 down and 17 down now
2022-01-20 20:05:21 +0000 UTC
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This is where we are at lads!
2022-01-20 19:54:57 +0000 UTC
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Crossword time woo hoo!
2022-01-20 19:37:47 +0000 UTC
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If you've just subscribed to my onlyfans you're probably a bit confused ha!
Let me explain. I'm usually very filthy, however at the moment I'm unwell and in bed (not in a sexual way), so I've been doing crosswords and the sort to entertain myself and my fans. So don't worry, this is not a regular thing, and hopefully next week things will return to normal.
There will still be optional videos sent out to your dms, and hopefully customs and sexting will resume next week. ❤️❤️❤️
2022-01-20 18:44:40 +0000 UTC
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I've actually had a few messages today that read "are we doing a crossword tonight?" That melts my heart haha! So yes we will do a crossword tonight. 7:30pm xx
2022-01-20 18:36:18 +0000 UTC
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More Throwback, here's some BTS pics from one of my fav Brazzers scenes.
2022-01-20 16:55:59 +0000 UTC
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2022-01-20 13:28:12 +0000 UTC
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Review! So I though we'd start with squid games!
I really enjoyed it, its highly addictive, I had to take the sub titles off and watch it dubbed.
I kinda predicted that the old man would have a part in it at the end. What are your takes on it as a series?
2022-01-20 11:19:27 +0000 UTC
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Right guys, whilst I'm poorly what can we doooo together other than crosswords? Does anyone have any bright ideas?
2022-01-20 10:56:19 +0000 UTC
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Let's start off with some #throwback Thurs , I think these were the first two pics I ever uploaded to onlyfans xx
2022-01-20 07:45:54 +0000 UTC
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