My folks just gave me a heart attack and I was worried I was going to disappoint you all! π
They said that they just left their rental place, meaning that if they came back home, no livestream. Well they just meant they left to go visit my other family and are still not coming back until tomorrow.
We're good! π π¬
Can you join my Livestream attempt #2 this week on 5/27 around 7pm EST?
If you can't, just please let me know. I want to know how many of you guys I can expect to be online before I start. I want it to be ready to go when you are and not waiting around for people.
***TIMES MAY CHANGE DEPENDING ON MY AVAILABILITY AND PLANNING ACCORDINGLY WITH FAMILY PLANS.
Just please interract with the polls to let me know who's coming and I can't wait to see you guys online. It's t0rture waiting in silence. aybe the 2 hour one refused to post as I had the radio on and OF doesn't allow copyrighted music. Last night didn't post due to connectivity issues to the site.***
We're going to try again. I want my livestreams to be available to the most of you as possible. And it's more fun when more join too. As I never have a plan for them--you guys guide it as I do this for you.
Maybe they don't post after I'm done as it's so late. The only livestream that I've posted and it worked was during the day. So....Friday evening or Saturday mid morning?
... ππ
I should've just posted the stream without trying to add a description. The connection lost....AGAIN and didn't save to post later..
I took some good picts though π
We'll might try again Friday evening. Maybe it's just late at night the connection loses π€·πΌββοΈ
π’Livestream tonight 5/25 around 10pm EST!π’Might be earlier depending on when my friend group finishes our weekly dinner and after I get a shower because truck day is gross π
Very stressful day at work. Not adequate staffing, technical glitches, and we have to be prepared for our end of the month report--which the first two will most likely impact the last.
At least next week is a holiday?
Would you be able to watch another livestream this week? ππ
Again, depending on content talked about, I might make it free for viewers live but paid for later watching (if OF doesn't crash again π)
First pict with a teddy is not me, but this is so cute and sexy at the same time. π₯° second pict is me
And no, is not an actual dad having a relationship with his daughter. It's not pedophil!a. It's two consenting legal age adults where one takes on the more nurturing yet commanding role and the other likes to be taken care of. It's no different than wanting to roleplay being in a sexy cop costume for a night. It just spills over to more than just the bedroom. For example, holding hands walking the street; fixing food, driving the little around.
Is it so wrong to want to be taken care of??
π¨IF YOU HAVE TO FORCE SOMEONE TO SUBMIT TO YOU, YOU'RE NOT THEIR DOMπ¨
And I will not be your baby girl at that point.
You need to be commanding with what you need me to do, but don't force me to be yours. ππ‘
Not sure if I'll be reposting all my Snapchat in the moment picts here or not so be sure to add me @skylarjewel007 to have a little more access. π€
Here is where I will still keep all my fantasy and NSFW posts tho π
Are you following me there already?
ππ₯ I was talking to this one guy who matched my type description perfectly (bad boy type, commanding yet kind, older by no more than 10 years but trying to keep no more than 8, muscular yet slim, chiseled jaw, toned muscles, and I'm not racist but white, and I'm not fat phobic but skinny--nothing wrong with fans or people who aren't those, I will still talk to you π just can't be in a relationship as I don't find it attractive and that has to come first before totally opening myself up to a relationship)
but as he's a Daddy Dom he said he would only give his face out when he wanted to and not when I said. So I guess that should've been my first clue. But he was way more Dom like than anyone I've talked to and I loved that he wasn't eager about things but definitely got what he wanted. We only talked for less than a week and he made me feel things at work, even talked about getting a discrete collar for me and some other fun bondage scenarios to edge me. I told him right off the bat I don't do sex before marriage or rp it and he respected that. Well last night he and I were doing another scene and I knew that what happened next was a bj or hand and I just won't do it. Of course he got upset and then said that it might be best if he just left. I was very hurt because like that's Daddy, and we said we wouldn't leave if things got hard. Then he never said he was actually leaving but has always felt like once he couldn't grow me anymore he would leave. He said he wanted to push me and explore what being in a relationship with someone who knows how to treat a woman and who knows what he's actually doing and wants, really meant.
And I crave that.
I just don't want it to be gone.
So maybe potentially seeking a Daddy Dom again? β€οΈβπ₯ if he actually leaves? He said he was getting annoyed... π₯Ί
**I didn't draw this btw, can't do anything more than a stick figure. But it helps give more of what I'm looking for**
I guess that's what I get for trying to open myself up to a relationship again π€π
We'll see how this ends up in the next few days or so. But I don't think it's good π
Call me weird, but I would much rather have a few followers that respect my boundaries than have a lot that are getting on my nerves.
And to you new followers, welcome π₯°π
I was given a paper straw to have with my coke this morning. Paper! I get it, protect and preserve the environment and whatever. But paper and coke DO NOT mix! Well, they actually do end up mixing, but they create a mesh paste and it's not good.
Just do not attempt it. π«