small rant but omg it’s “that time of the month” and since i’ve been on birth control for so long … sometimes “that time of the month” lasts like… a month. im sick of this 😭 can’t get waxed for a shoot, feel like shit, bloated and cranky… it’s been almost three weeks let me outta hereeeeeeee i want to shoot 😭😭😭 old airport pics while i patiently wait out my period 🧎🏻♀️ sorry i’ve been so absent i want to shoot and be pretty 😭 Ugh
tried to take some HD images on my nikon by myself… i took 209 pics and 200 of them are not in focus or not in frame 💀 here’s one from my phone instead
dressing room shenanigans!!!
five videos of me squeezing my tits, shakin my ass, and even playing with myself a little in this dressing room for u while u can hear the hustle n bustle and people walking around in the background :) a little landing strip peak for u too heheh yummy
i really wanna do something like this again, when i have more time to film touching myself :)))))
currently folding pieces of paper very meticulously…. wishing i was folding smth else tho 😑😑
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also tysm to the lad to who sent me this smiley face light off of my throne wishlist :333 i keep forgetting i have that set up and then every once in a while a little surprise will come in and i’ll be like WHAO
i’ve got about an hour of footage of me being baked asf from last night so i’ll keep posting freebies while i sift through it this week and figure out how i want to compile it all :P
happy 4/20 ! i thought it’d be fun to smoke and record myself playing stardew valley while half naked and shaking some ass maybe
i’ve never shot horny stuff while 🍃 before so i’m excited to see how this turns out (if it does at all😭)
i’m off to a late start because i kept getting sidetracked but i hope i get some good content to post tomorrow :3
now i’m off to smoke-a-dat-xaza and be hot, see y’all on the flip
dear OF diary:
my sleep schedule is backwards now because i like the gym at midnight when no one is in there
because i have no actual clue what i am doing and i know i’m doing it wrong
!! BUT i feel like i’m making some progress in strength and form and overall comfortability:)
it’s hard to tell if any physical gainz are happening though bc i’ve been blessed with a fat ass already 😭
i have gained some weight !! and maintained it even through my shitty eating habits, which i’m very happy about. i was pretty underweight this time last year ! nothing about my diet has changed really except for adding more protein when i remember and trying to cut out fast food, (i was eating mcdonald’s every night for like a week straight a couple months ago 🧎🏻♀️) (it was fucking awesome.) (i still have fast food like once a week tbh) (also i have a starbucks venti caramel macchiato addiction but i’ll unpack that later)
i’ve had a fuckin cold for a while now but i think i’m at the end stretch!!! the last couple of nights i would get in bed around 1am and be unable to fall asleep until my eyes couldn’t stay open anymore around 5-6am
i kept having coughing fits every time i laid down and even considered the hospital for a second last night LMFAOOO going ham on the treadmill was NOT a good idea just because i thought i was feeling better
tldr: i skipped the treadmill today.
actually that’s a lie, but i only did cardio for 7 mins, just enough to get the pump pumpin
ALSO i cleaned my fuckin room finally, like deep cleaned that shit. wiped the floor boards, cleaned up spilled paint thinner (💀💀 breh), unpacked my suitcases from vegas, and put a bunch of clutter “away” (in boxes, hiding out of sight juuuust enough that i’ll forget i already have that thing and end up buying a second one i don’t need)
anyway i’m starving so i’m gonna eat this chicken tikka masala and hopefully fall asleep within the next hour
:) goodnight
xoxo
ess
BUNNY BOOBIES
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9 pics, 6 selfies, 3 mirror pics
SO MUCH BOOBIE ACTION, it’s been a sec since i’ve given the girls some attention:) All squishy hand bra, some two finger censoring pics in there as well, and a lil areola as a treat :]
i’m in love with these pics i hope u will be too hehehehe
i forget ive got kinda big tits HAHAHAH
xoxo
Ess
edit: i may send out an extra pic with extra nip showin tomorrow, so keep your eyes peeled tomorrow afternoon!
Skims Try on!!
6:49 video !!
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I got two tops and three bottoms from skims and figured it’d be fun to do a little try on video :) Not super lewd but there is some jiggling boobies and butt, and some flexing, and a little posing montage in the end !! It’s mostly just me trying on the pieces giggling and talking, and some bare booty shots in there while i take on and off the clothes !
this was so so fun to film this for you guys so if you enjoy this little mini vlog style video let me know :) i was gonna put music in the background but i figured it’s more natural and less “youtube-y” without it :)) lmk what u think !!!!
xoxo
YAAAAALL THIS MICRO BIKINI IS SO SMALL AND SO CUTE i GYOTTA do a full set in it (rip bush btw 🫡)
editing the try on haul rn will prolly have it posted tomorrow :))
gonna shoot a little try on haul today hehehe super excited i NEVER speak on videos on here and it’s been a long time since i’ve done anything with my voice anywhere so this will be fun and funky and a good change of pace for a second :))
I’m so sorry I messed up the expense reports Mr./Ms. _____, is there anything i can do to make up for it?
28 Pics 3 GIFs
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FEET AND NYLON PEOPLE REJOICE YOU HAVE BEEN GIVEN THE MOTHERLOAD
this is my sort of apology for neglecting my feet people recently, i hope u can enjoy this and forget about how long it’s been ;-;
I didn’t think i was a feet person but after going through all of these…………. i’m thinking differently….
!! This whole set i am wearing my thigh highs so you can see my toes n soles through the very thin nylon fabric :) !!
*We got toes, soles, tops of feet, spread toes, feet together, toes n soles super close in your face, “THE POSEEEE”, angles from up and behind, some with ass, some with a lil bit of hairy 🐱 showing, a little bit of nip slip (areola:3), lots of my face in these pics but also added some pics without my face if that’s more your speed :)*
*There are also three gifs, one touching my feet, one spreading and wiggling my toes, and one stretching my nylon tights back so you can see my toes a little better :))*
I really hope you guys enjoy !!!!
xoxo
Ess
(also i’m waiting on getting waxed right now so sorry if you’re not much of a hair enthusiast, u can just look at everything else since it isn’t the main focus of this set :) )
