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sometimes I feel like I overthink the captions on here too much š„² I want them to be like perfect and long and unique and then I get down on myself because theyāre too similar or theyāre too like depressing vibes lol or just idkkkk I always find a reason to be hard on myself :)))
Ughhh another thing I need to work on getting better at I suppose š„ŗā¤ļø
feeling a lot more ādown to businessā today :) I woke up early feeling ready to take on the day and I already have so much on my list done !!!
Things I got done before 7am today :
šø dishes !!
šø sorting / editing pics
šø postinggg
šø my morning routine :p
šø cleaning
Things I still need to get done todayā¦
āØ send out packages
āØ MORE editing / posting lol
ā¦ and I still have 2 different clip sites I wanna open as well as some socials I wanna edit so !! I might get around to that who knows who knowsā¦ :p
I secretly kind of hate this pic and Iām only posting it right here right now to level out my feed because the next set of pictures is only 2 pics instead of 3 ā¦ soā¦.
Lmfaooo if you wanna know the real truths !!! šš no I mean itās ok itās alright I guess itās not a terrible pic just like :// not my fav but if I wanted to be as picky and as much of a perfectionist as I am on every picture I would literally have no pictures :) :) :) soā¦
feelinā cute in my rainbow daisy thong !! :3
every time I post these pics and stare at my blue lilā head ā¦ I kind of miss it š I mean I still have dye I could technically always redye it blueā¦ and technically this time it would be all over blue too !! Not just under where the roots grew out to !!! But Iām not going to do that rn lol just part of me is likeā¦? Should I have waited maybe a bit longer to bleach my hair ??? Idk itās done now so lmfao I guess itās not really worth wondering about at this point !! šµāš«š³
**sunny lilā titties!!**
Is it just me, or do my titties look so much cuter painted in the sun ??? :p
I am just achinngggg for this beautiful early morning sunrise glow again šš®āšØ I feel like I havenāt gotten sun this good in almost a whole entire yearā¦ thatās so depressing!!! ššš I feel like nowadays itās a battle to even get moderate kind of ok-ish sunlight lmao much less these luminous bright rays ā¦
some of the last selfies of me with blue hair !! :p Iām gonna miss it aweee !!! It was kinda cute huh !!! ???
anywayyysss spent the day more or less clearing out my accounts and making them āØ nicer āØ it was a lot of work and I kept getting really overwhelmed and stressed out and angry š which is never any funā¦ I still have more stuff to do but meh šµāš«š®āšØ might just take the rest of the night off since Iāve already gotten a decent amount done buttt idk !!! ššš
**do you like the view from the back??**
Me sitting on the floor on my knees in red thigh high socks and a tiny black g string !! :)
This was actually from my Christmas pictures set from 2 months ago but itās leftover because I never got around to posting this one š
I hope you enjoy the exclusive post Christmas Christmas content š„² lmfaoo
Omg š³ guessssss whattttttttā¦
I finally bleached my hair !!! Ahhhh!!! It was suchhh a long process because the blue was done faster than the brown so I had to rinse the bottoms and then I did the roots too soon so I had to rinse it all out too soon and now I need to bleach the mid section again at a later point :( ugh. But all in all not bad !!! Itās not orange and thatās all I can really ask for :p Iām sooooo fucking happy like you do not understand as soon as I looked at myself in the mirror I just smiled like I feel so much more me :) I feel like a little fairy princess seriouslyyy I feel so pretty I feel so good :) I canāt wait to bleach the mid section but I think Iām going to have to wait a few weeks minimum if not a few monthsā¦ whatever Iām just glad I could get it all done to relatively the same color in 1 session :) immmm just so happy and excited seriously I feel so optimistic :) it took a long time but it was worth it !! :)
Do you like my rainbow thong? :3
I lovvveeee itttt !!! Itās pretty much my most favorite thong I own :) itās super comfy and I barely notice Iām wearing itā¦ which is super rare for me, especially with thongs tbh I almost never wear them outside of taking pics unless I have to theyāre normally so uncomfortable for me š even the tiny g strings idk. I guess Iām just not much of a thong girl :p
Deciding to stop obsessing over to do lists and how much I have to get done and whatever and realistically check off things that donāt need to be done / can wait until later to be worried about. I get overwhelmed so easily š®āšØ
I just need to take a deep breath and take things one at a time, one day at a time :)
everything is okay and I am doing good where I am right now :) ā”
I lowkey miss having my bed in this room because the mirror selfiesā¦ idk I feel like they were super good !!! Now my mirror is in the corner of my room and I swearrrrrrrr I feel like I can never get a good mirror pic to save my life fr š wtf !!! But idk itās a minor issue compared to how much better the lighting is omgggggg before everything always looked so yellow and gross :/ Iām thinking about hanging a white shit above my bed just to make my backgrounds whiter in bed because dudeeeee idk why but my walls are soooo fucking yellow itās so gross ! I wish I could repaint but itās really no point when weāll be moving soon (fingers crossed anyways lol) and itās a hassle anyways with the catsā¦ ahhhhh big sighhhhhh. All this to ask the question: can the quality of mirror selfies be determined by where the mirror is positioned ??? Important questions to askā¦ š³
I feel good today :) of course I still have much to do and get done stillā¦ but I have to give myself credit for all the things I have gotten done so far !!! And itās a good amount fortunately :) I really have to keep pushing myself today because Iāve been slacking like seriously seriously bad and I want to get enough stuff done that I can still have some downtime todayā¦ because I really really want to crochet and work on my blanket !! :p ahhh weāll see how it goes :// Iām starting to get to that point in the day where Iām just doneeeeee and I let myself sit for too long and get all comfy on the couch š ugh. I seriously want nachos š might just push myself to do a few more thingsā¦ then I can allow myself to stop for the dayā¦ or do I take a break and continue laterā¦???? fff ššš
ok I have still not bleached my hair and I never cleaned any of the house those are my updates :( Iām feeling a bit stressed and behind ā¦ and the worst part is I have multiple lists and I know what needs to be done I justā¦. Havenāt done itā¦ am not doing itā¦ idk. I did a lot of work last week so on one hand Iām like I should really just push myself to get the tasks done yknow like just get āem knocked outā¦ and on the other hand Iām like ehhh I should listen to myself and just take the day off and pick out some movies and crochetā¦ but the thing is Iām 2 days behind on a lot of work like do I really want to make that 3???
I have this moth tapestry I was making but I think Iām turning it into a blanket now and Iām a little bit delusional about the time frame in which I think I can complete this blanketā¦ like for some reason I think I can just bust it out today when itās taken me months to even get this far on itā¦ ohhhhhhhhh ughhh. Weāll have to see :( it is only like 6am after all so I do have like the whole day ahead of me at least :p
I have Never Shout Never songs stuck in my head š lol
Iām kind of trying to go through a bit of a rebrand / redo everythingā¦ thatās very nonspecific because ā¦ I mean it is I *literally* mean everythingā¦ I just feel like things are almost there but not quite yet there.
Omg I need to go back to normal captions š
None of this makes any sense lmfao I need to nap šš luvvv uuu!!
Good morning !! :) I spilt cat food all over the floor this morning and now thereās crumbs everywhere :(
Ughhh itās whateverā¦ I need to clean like my whole kitchen anywaysā¦ I have so many dishes to do š blehā¦ this might be dumb but I ordered new bedsheets and Iām super super exciteddd :) theyāre silky pink and floral ahhhh !!! I havenāt gotten new sheets in a long time and even so theyāre just boring white so I feel like a change is very welcome and much needed :))
I was like *about* to take a nap andā¦ then idk I just didnāt :(
Sucks !!
I feel like I have been super consistent on here lately :) Iām proud of myself for posting so much !!! Ever since I started scheduling posts it feels like a huge weight liftedā¦ itās not something I have to constantly worry about anymore AND you get more content from me on a more consistent basis :) win - win !
I have a lot to do todayā¦ mostly I just want to clean and organize. I feel like a tornado . And itās not even like the house is dirty or anything ?? itās mostly neat and clean ā¦ or like as neat and clean as it usually is. But idk thereās a few things that have been bothering me just like I wanna reorganize the bookshelf and move a few things around and find places for random objects outā¦ little tasks mostly. āTidyingā I suppose you could call it :p I kinda have like really been slacking on shit a bit latelyā¦ so Iām trying to likeā¦ Yknow not do that anymoreā¦ trying not to anywaysā¦ today is my catch up day :) and I have a lot to catch up on for sureā¦ ughh Iāll let yknow how it goes ofc ofc !!! First I need to nap š®āšØš
Ok so back to the hair bleaching situation Iāve put myself intoā¦
I still havenāt done it š fr ā¦ I still have all the stuff and man I literally even have extensions o.O like I have EVERYTHING I NEED and I havenāt bleached it yet. So thereās thattttttttā¦ itās possible I could get it done today ??? But that really depends because truthfully that sounds like a lot of work I might not have within me at the moment butā¦ weāll see yknow. Itās just cause itās like ughhhhh gonna take me like an hour to do and I have to figure out how to do it with the blue and like should I do the top or bottom first (I guess too because I donāt want the bottom to have bleach run though it during the wash twice ???) and then I have to wash it and do it again and gone it and wash it again ā¦ like ugh. And truthfully Iām so scared too like I seriously DO NOT want to mess up š I have worked so hard to get my hair this long and healthy and I really really really do not want to mess it up ā¦ so yeaā¦ I think thatās the biggest reason I just keep putting it off lol - fear. And I know itās like āah just go to a hair dresserā ok well Iām broke ššš
Anyways. Ugh. !!
I hope you have much more motivation and productivity in your day than I probably will today !! šš
Good morning :) I woke up reallllllyyy early todayā¦ Iām sort of very manic ahaā¦ yesterday I spent the whollleee day looking at barstools ??? I got no work done and I was under the delusion we were going to set up our old dining table (it was put away because at the time it was too big for the space but now we have the space) and needed stools lmfao so idk why but that was apparently my #1 priority š the things that keep me up at night ā¦ anyways ultimately i think I decided Iām scrapping the plan because Iām supposed to be saving money and Iām worried I still wouldnāt use the table and then it would be like a complete waste. Anyways for some reason now Iām embarrassed I talked about this because itās so dumb and literally doesnāt matter š³šš lmfaoooooooo like I said I am in a manic state ā¦
ughhh. Update on my dumb stupid day !! I got some more bleach powder for my hair in case I run out ā¦ I got some purple shampoo ā¦ I got cat food lol however I didnāt end up bleaching my hairā¦ I chickened out a bit. And then I decided I wanted to do my nails and I filed them and I hated themmmn so then I had to file them even more super short and Iām a little bit bummed about it :( anddd then I didnāt feel like doing my nails anymore so yeaā¦ this weekend sort of feels like a bust !! :(
***did you see my newest PPV vid I sent out?*** š
watch me finger my tight pussy in the bathtub !! I was feeling horny so I started rubbing my clit... and It felt so good it made me moan !! watch me play with my slippery clit and wet small tits in the tub for 7 full minutes <3
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this is gonna be sorta a ranty caption but yknow how I always rant about my hair and wanting to bleach it and whatever ā¦ Iām so sorry but I think todays the day š !!! I took these pics last night for st Patrickās day with pretty green makeup and I need to shower and my hair is kinda greasy so I threw on my blonde wig and it was like this really pretty 70s psychedelic vibbeeeee and I was in love annnddddd Iām sorry buttttt I really wanttttttttt bleached hair so badly. Idk if this is a bad idea or not I already have bleach and everything I need at home š oh goddddd well seeee Iāll report back later šš
recently realized I have not had nicotine in over 4 months now :) ā”
Thatās so cool !!! :) it was a terribly long and difficult journeyā¦ and I still get cravings and want to buy a pack everyday but to think I havenāt had a single drop of nicotine at all this year and then some is so amazing :) Iām beyond proud of myself !!!
more pics of me in my underwear :p
I wish I wore cuter bras than the boring full coverage sports bralettes I wear š I mean I guess itās honesttttt because it shows how I really am in real lifeā¦ but I donāt own any ārealā bras that fit or are even remotely comfortableā¦ and anything sexy / lingerie I wear is either not comfortable or pointless to wear on a regular day because it doesnāt offer enough support / padding
And if you wonder what I wear a bra for at all my nipples are like super sensitive!! So I like to wear one to protect them and so theyāre not just constantly poking through my shirt lol š
*This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.*
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I look so happy in these photos :)
I feel like I throw up my arms a lot when I donāt know what to do but itās kind of cute lol like I feel like I play it off in that it kind of works š I just like my big smile and how much fun I look like Iām having :3 sometimes I feel really good when Iām taking pics - even though itās so much work and can get super exhausted or depressing lol overall sometimes itās the push I need to do my makeup and feel confident and pretty for a little bit :)
this is gonna sound so weird maybe ā¦
but does anyone else think my nude body looks like a smooth dolphin š lmfao or am I crazy ??? Not in a bad way just in the way that you wanna run your hands down my sides because it looks so smooth and soft and velvety lmfao. And I guess thereās also the figure factor of me being pretty straight with like no curves š anyone else? Dolphin vibes? Anyone else? Or dolphin vibes just me ? ššš
*The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference. The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference. The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference. And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.*
**~ Elie Wiesel**
Omgggg okā¦ this is a video I took with the purpose of screenshot ring later for pics š but I figured Iād post it to my feed anyways along with the pictures because I meannnnn embarrassing as it is Iām still adorable and everyone should see that š so !!! š„°ā¤ļø Youāre welcomeeee !!! :3
***topless little titties***
Finally getting around to posting all my pics from this sunny shoot I did last summer :) I really am hoping to do more this year when it gets warmer and brighter because these were seriously some of my favorite pictures Iāve ever taken !!! And imagine if it had taken place on my nice white bed instead of out on the contrasting brown couchā¦ ahhhh it wouldāve been so pretty !!! I canāt wait to recreate them :p
