❗️Vulnerable Post❗️⚠️ When I post myself online it takes a ton of courage. When you post you’re in the public eye and you’re obviously opening the space for negativity and critical opinions about the way you look, but it doesn’t make it sting less.
Seeing stuff like this used to ruin me, but I know what my extra pounds mean. It means I survived trauma-
As many of you know I had a few traumatic events occur which has caused me to suffer from an anxiety disorder. I finally started taking care of my mental health and got on medication a few months ago that has caused me to put on weight. It took a lot for me to even make the step to get medicated and I am so proud of myself for taking that step!
I still am in the gym, but now I have to work 3 times harder for my results and for me to look like I used to I would have to completely change my day to day life. I’ve never been strict into “diets” and I’m not gonna start now!
To see rude comments like this and now be able to shake it off reminds me how far I’ve come with my mental health, and for that I’m incredibly proud! I’m healthy, I’m happy, and I’m STRONG! That’s more important than abs to me 😘
And Alexander- If you mad cuz you couldn’t handle all this ass if you had the chance you could have just said that. 😘 jealousy is a disease. Get well soon 🥰
Don’t forget I will be going LIVE at 5pm central today!
I am doing a special this month- if you purchase something from my wish list then I will turn off tipped DMs for the entire month! Link in bio
Don’t miss me LIVE tomorrow at 5pm central 🥰
…Don’t mind my face I just got back from the gym.. (no time for makeup) 🤪
Drop a question below and I’ll answer it on my LIVE ! 🥰
Morning guys! My goal is to be way more active on here, bringing you the content you crave! I want to get creative though! What are some of the more unique things you want to see? 🙃
I’m going to be online to answer DMs for a little bit! Hit me up if you have questions about my live, ideas for the next one…. or anything else “fun” 🙃
Back up in the gym at my new apartment complex!!!!!! Did leg day and man I’m feeling it! Still trying to make gainz. No shredding for me this summer, but I am still loving my thiqqqq bod. DM me! I’ll be laying by the pool!
All moved in! Now it’s just time to unpack ! 🥰 since I’m finally in my new place that means I’ll have more opportunities to create new content! What kinds of things would you guys wanna see daily? Fitness? Cooking? Lifestyle? Lmk! 🤪
Hey guys! I’m going to be taking some time off here for a bit because I’m packing and doing a lot for this big move ! Be patient with me while I go through this stressful but exciting time! Thank you for understanding and if you wanna still follow along with my day to day you can follow me on IG: amanda_michelle !
Only fanzzz is life! Can’t wait to show you guys what my hard work has accomplished! Getting my new place next week and I’m so excited (and stressed 😫).
